My Mate Had A Girlfriend novel Chapter 68

But I quickly pulled her back by the waist and once she was facing me, I kissed her full on the mouth. She didn't squirm but I could feel her kissing me back. I placed a hand at the back of her neck and deepened the kiss. We kissed until I felt that Beatrix couldn't breathe anymore. Pulling away, I kissed her nose, her eyes, both of her cheeks and then looked into her eyes.

"Did you feel the spark?" I asked her. "The spark that I always feel whenever I touched your hand, carried you or even be in the same room with you. Every night, I had to stop myself from crawling into your bed and hugged you. Every time I see you with Brody, I had to control myself from clawing onto his face for being near my mate. Every moment from the time you were captured was very uneasy for me especially when I also felt the pain you were going through when you were beaten up. We are one, Beatrix. We have always been and I apologized for neglecting you when I just found out that we're mates."

"You felt the pain?" She questioned me, looking at me with worried eyes.

"I did," I told her. "And the hatred that you saw me sending to Matt was not one because Valerie is now happy with him. It was one because he didn't want to tell me where you were captured after he was back and safe in the pack house."

"I don't understand," Beatrix said.

"I knew you released Matt from the capture and when he reached the pack house, he wasn't conscious. When he was afterwards, he wanted to talk to me and said that he knew where you were. I was worried of you, Beatrix so I urged him to tell me but all he started to ramble about was how I was in a relationship with his mate. It was not important at all but he wanted to talk about that first rather than helping the pack out where you were. I was so angry at him," I spilled.

"And when you saw me with Valerie just now, she just approached me to say Happy Birthday and nothing else."

Beatrix nodded as she looked down at our feet. I grabbed her chin with my thumb and forefinger and made her look at me.

"You can ask me anything now, Beatrix. I promise you that I'll answer truthfully. I want to earn your trust and I want you to be able to trust me as well."

"Do you still have feelings for Valerie?" She asked.

"No, not at all. I never really had. When I dated her, it was also because I was lonely. They said we can find our mates at 16 but I guess I was being impatient and when I didn't find you, my mate, I just go with the flow. I knew I liked Valerie but it never went all the way to love and I'm not just saying this for the sake of saying. What I had with Valerie back then was more of a pity than love," I told her.