Alice, The White Werewolf novel Chapter 13

"What?" I'm getting curious.

"I'm sorry that I can't do it."

From the tone of Mate's voice, I could tell that he was really feeling depressed and guilty.

"But, why?"

"Because..." and "because we are different, Alice."

"What do you mean, Mate?" "I don't get it at all!"

"We have a different kind of power, and we come from a different blood stream," Mate said.

"I don't understand at all, Mate! "You make me even more confused," I said with a frown.

"Alice, we have very different gene fluids, even opposites. "If I do, the possibility of damage to the power that is in me is very large, especially for our descendants later, " said Mate.

"What? What is the gene fluid? "And you're talking about heredity?" I asked.

"Yes, Alice. That's why my mother hates you so much because she knows that you're a half-wolf man whose power in you is at odds with the power in me and my family."

I was stunned by Mate's explanation.

"Are there such rules?" I asked myself. "This is the first time I've heard that."

"There Is, Alice. My parents and I have the same power. "So, if our gene fluids meet, not only am I going through a power breakdown, but also both of my parents."

I was stunned to hear what was said by Mate. It means me and Mate can't be together, but I love him so much. And all the sincere treatment that Mate gave me made me feel comfortable with him.

"Mate, don't leave me!" I said while hugging Mate's body.

Mate took hold of my chin and pointed my lips at his, then said, "I'm sorry, Alice! "All this I do not want at all."

Mate put on his clothes again.

He also took my clothes off and said, "I will take responsibility for what I just did." Get up! "I'll put your clothes on."

I began to move with the blanket still wrapped tightly around my body. I looked at Mate's flushed face, as if he were resisting the urge to touch me.

When Mate pointed his hand at the blanket I was wearing, I saw Mate's eyes get teary. And I believe that what Mate feels is the same as what I feel.

Mate slowly looked at my curves as soon as he managed to open the blanket. However, quickly, Mate lowered his face with a hand that remained motionless while putting on your clothes.

"Mate, wait! "I can't help it!" I said while holding your hand, Mate.

Mate looked at me with a surprised look. That's when I pushed Mate's body so that my body was right on top of his.

"Alice, what are you doing?" Don't!"say Mate.

I didn't want to make Mate suffer by holding back the deep desire that was in his body. Neither do I; I don't want Mate to just leave me.

"Mate, are you going to leave me?" I asked.

"I don't know, Alice! I don't know what I'm going to do. But we can't be together forever."

"No, Mate! "Come on, let's do it!"

"No, Alice! "I can't do it, sorry!"

When I was about to ignore Mate's words, suddenly Mate pushed my body until I bounced into the cold room.

"Aww...!" I cried out in pain.

"Alice?" Mate shouted, then rushed over to me.

"Excuse Me, Alice! I didn't mean it! "I'm not in the mood to hurt you; I'm sorry!" he said, helping me stand up.

At the time, I was really embarrassed. Yeah, shame on me and Mate.

"No, Mate! I shouldn't have apologized. I shouldn't have forced you to do this. Sorry, I've been stupid! I replied, annoyed, as I got up myself and then took my clothes and rushed to put them on.

I'm so embarrassed. Really embarrassed. I took my precious little bag out of this house as soon as I could.

"Alice? Wait!"shouted Mate.

But I don't care. I kept walking with an upset heart and a very messed-up mind.

"Alice?" Mate called and pulled my arm, but I quickly threw it away.

"Sorry, Alice! "It's hard to explain, but in any case, I have to be fair to my two best friends," Shanun said.

"Because Mate also told me that he loves you even more than she loves herself," she said. "But, for the good of you and your family, he chose to stay away from you," she added.

"But this is not fair to me, Shanun!"

"It's not fair to everyone, Alice! If you don't agree with what I'm saying, I can also say that you and your friend are both not getting what you both want.

"So, what should I do now?" I asked, lowering my face.

"Just be at peace with yourself." Focus on what's in you! Slowly you will find the right person, but not a mate." said Shanun, who then passed into the room.

I looked around to see where Shanahan was going.

"A proper person, but not a mate?" Who? "In fact, my heart is so sure a Mate was born for me," I muttered inwardly.

"Alice, the patient, yes! "I can only encourage you like this, because if I were in your position, I wouldn't know what to do either," Josh said, hugging and rubbing my shoulders.

I shook Josh's hand gently. Yes, even though Josh is a man, his fingers are soft like those of a woman. I don't know if it's because he bakes too much cake or what. And also, this is the first time I've had a gay friend who really cares about his girlfriend.

I smiled and then walked into the room. I threw my body onto the bed.

I tried to pick up the phone, hoping Mate would call me, but it was impossible. because it looks like Mate doesn't have my phone number.

I looked at the ceiling of my room and thought about how to get rid of the wolf power I had.

"If I were a normal human being, my mate and I would have lived happily ever after." Or, if not me? Who will Mate's life partner be? "Aaahhh... I can't think at all."

I close my eyes, hoping tomorrow will be better. And when my gaze turned black, I saw the figure of a white wolf coming towards me.

"Hi, Alice? "How are you?" asks the White Wolf.

"Well, who are you?" I answered with a little fear.

"I am a white wolf, your strength." "More precisely, the power that you want to lose."

I stared at the white wolf. Then a few minutes later, after the sudden silence, I asked, "If you are indeed my strength, why did you choose me?" "Why not someone else who is more right in his life, not me?" I said it with a trembling voice.