Alpha of the Shadows (Lucianna) novel Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Lucianna’s POV

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The sun was rising and I was in this corner of my room, seated like a beaten pup, scared and trembling.I don’t know when my tears stopped falling down my cheeks. I didn’t even know that it would even stop, I thought it would go on until I made a river.

What did just happen?

It has been an hour since the pain stopped. He stopped. Jacob…

How could he do this to me?

I started sobbing again, hugging myself even tighter and yet it was not enough.

My whole body was aching, but it couldn’t be compared when I was still being struck by the pain as clips of my mate’s dirty

work flashed on my mind.

Jacob, my mate, the person I owe my life to even yet meeting him has cheated on me. How could he do that? We just met last night, and not even an hour passed and he gave me this pain…

It hurts.

Mate! I want mate! My wolf whined inside me.

My wolf kept doing that since I couldn’t remember. While I was suffering from the pain inflicted by Jacob’s infidelity, seemed to not feel the same pain–was howling for him, calling for him, begging for him to come to us.

my wolf–who

And he didn’t.

Jacob, he… I lost count of it but he didn’t fuck just one woman. I lost count after his fifth sexual intercourse because the pain started to eat in my consciousness, making everything blurred and heavy.

I wanted to be mad.

But I couldnt.

I don’t think I was entitled to feel hatred towards him, I don’t think I should. I know I asked for the day to have a mate, and whatever Jacob was playing right now does not mean that he could reject me. He was still stuck on me.

If he sees me as a weak wolf, then I would prove to him that I was not. Isn’t that what I aimed for?

What he was doing was probably an act. I don’t know if I was in denial but his actions last night was far from this…rudeness.

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I know too much about this mate thing. Jacob was trying to scratch his itch using another women but I know it wouldn’t be enough.

He will come to me. Soon.

The light finally defeated the darkness inside the huge room and so I decided to fix myself and act like nothing happened.

Jacob’s POV

It’s not enough!

I fucked a crowd and yet I was thirsty for more. My heat cannot be sated, it wouldn’t subside, it was not settling down like I thought it

would be!

Why?! I claimed her! That should help me be at peace for at least a week and yet…

Fuck!

I rested my head on the chair I was sitting in, a ray of sunlight was hitting my face and I closed my eyes to avoid being blind by it.

And the moment my eyes were close, I see her. I see Lucianna’s face, smiling at me!

Go home. Go to our mate. She’s calling for me, my wolf snarled and I growled. He was not helping in this situation.

I gave in to the pull last night, and her taste was intoxicating. Those full luscious lips tasted too sweet, it doesn’t seemed real!

Fuck!

This was just the bond talking. Nothing more. This was not my feelings.

I was challenged when she showed me her fierce side last night. She didn’t even flinched as she teased me about the difference of my

words from my action!

She might not mean it but I felt that she was telling me I was weak. I had to prove her that so I…

Damn it!

What was I even saying?!

A few knocks on my office door made my eyes wide. Brent show himself in, holding a cup of coffee.

“Drink this, I’m sure you need it.” he snapped like a mad wife being neglected. Ugh.

“What’s your problem now, huh?”

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“You still went on with your plan, does that made you happy?”

I growled. “Stop being nosy.”

“Your mate must have suffered a handful of pain. This is not healthy for a relationship, Jake.”

“Should I care?” I snarled and raised a brow at him. “If she can’t take it then she is as weak as a lamb.”

Brent didn’t speak but his eyes are throwing daggers at me. I just turned around and ignored him. I would be seeing that face for the whole day so I should get rest away from it.

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