Alpha’s Rue: His Shunned Luna (Athena Enchanted) novel Chapter 399

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⚠️Trigger warning: SA.

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AELIANA

Petra got to me.

I can’t get her out of my head. Something about her being right has my heart pounding. By the time we got back to my room, I was on the verge of tears. I couldn’t go another day without knowing if I was pregnant or not. But with my luck? I most definitely am.

All this shit that I’m going through, and the goddess decides to throw in a baby? What is wrong with her? Why is she piling struggles on top of each other for me to overcome? When does this end? A person can only take so much before they crack, and I’ve cracked. I’ve given up, I’ve risen, and now I’m tired. I just want to be free.

I can’t do this, i can’t have a baby, and when Evelyn comes back tomorrow to tell me about the results I know it’ll be the worst day of my life.

The negative test that Noah and I both had is stressing me, and the unusual soreness of my breasts, which is now very noticeable. I’m overthinking every little thing about myself, trying to draw some clues, but I have none. There has been nothing unusual about me, and despite this, I can’t bring myself to function.

I didn’t have dinner, and my stomach has been rumbling, but the headache is unmatched. I take my sleeping pills hoping for some peace, but that sleep is short-lived. A burning sensation in my arm stirs me awake. It doesn’t last, but it’s excruciating, like it’s been broken then put together, but I’m just lying here, alone.

Sleep takes me while the pain dulls, but I can’t seem to stay asleep, and when I try to turn, I can’t, my body feels weird…wrong. I try to convince myself that I’m tired and talk myself back to sleep, but as heavy as my eyes are, I can’t sleep. And I think I'm starting to hallucinate. I’m hearing faint voices, almost like a whisper.