Broken but still Alive novel Chapter 107

Ambria P.O.V

I sighed happily and hugged my pillow closer. “I love you” I whispered to my bed. We had a amazing relationship me and

my bed.

“I love you too

I squealed as large ass body suddenly squashed me pushing me into the mattress.

‘Oh my gosh Blaze what the hell have you been eating? Get off of me you fat ass!” I yelled angrily.

He chuckled deeply and lifted off me using his arms but didn’t move off me completely. I flipped to my back and glared

up at him.

“Morning cupcake.” He grinned widely. I punched him lightly on his chest giving him my worst glare. He’d stumbled into

my room at three this morning and flopped down on my bed scaring the living crap out of me. Of course in his drunken

state he didn’t notice and just started stripping his clothes off before crawling into bed and snuggling up to me.

It wasn’t uncommon for him to find him in my bed but he knew it pissed me off when I saw him drunk. I hated seeing

him drunk he wasn’t’t the Blaze I loved and knew. He’d been drinking alot more lately not to mention turning into a

complete man whore.

I was turning 18 next week and I didn’t want him drunk for my big day. He promised he wouldn’t be but with the way

he’d been acting lately I wasn’t so sure.

I sighed and shoved him off me and headed for a shower.

Yesterday my mom told me Lee was coming back for my birthday. I’d stormed out the room and broken about

everything in my room.

A part of me never wanted to see Lee again and another part craved to see him.

He’d been my best friend besides Blaze and I had loved him dearly. He’d been a consent thing in my life since I could

remember. That was still I turned 13. I had just started that awkward teen stage and but I had been completely happy.

That was till he told me he was leaving.

He’d given me a small box kissed my forehead and left. I cried for hours apon hours and no one could help me calm

down not even Blaze. It had hurt so much that he’d left me. Had I done something wrong? Why didn’t he want me

anymore. I was his princess he told me so.

Best friends were suppose to be there for you forever weren’t they? Blaze has.

So as they years went by and he never returned I grew rebellious. When I hit 15 I hit pubrity and boy did I hit it. I had

whole lot of curves and I wasn’t afraid to show them. When I was sixteen I got into a huge fight with my parents over

the tattoo on my shoulder and dyed some bright blue highlights in my hair.

I had four tattoo’s in total now and two piercings. Blaze was furious when he found out I got my tongue pierced and

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ignored me for two days when he saw my belly ring. He said I was just making it harder for him to keep the boys away.

I’d flipped him off and told him maybe I didn’t want them away.

He of course flipped his shit and went on a rampage but I didn’t care.

I was turning 18 soon and would leave this place and all these overprotective males and go explore the world. Though I

loved everyone, my parents, Blaze and even Lee. I couldn’t take it anymore. I couldn’t take anymore hurt. I knew Blaze

would find his mate and leave me just like Lee did. So I was going to leave first.

I sighed as the warm water crashed over my body soothing my tense muscles. When I got out I pulled my hair into a

high pony tail and pulled on my bright neon pink bikini. I grabbed a beach towel from under my sink and walked out

my bathroom to see Blaze still laying on my bed.

I ignored him still upset at him for getting drunk last night and coming into my room. He knew I hated seeing him like

that yet he still did. I ignored him and walked downstairs. I squealed in surprise as my legs were suddenly attacked.

I looked down to see my baby sister looking up at me with her big brown eyes. Sighing I picked her up and brushed her

hair out of her face.

She turned one last month and he just learned to walk. My brother Adam who was 13 gave me a look and walked off

rolling his eyes. We didn’t get along that great and didnt hide it. It didn’t always use to be like that but one day after a

huge fight we just stopped talking to each other.

I carried Allie into the kitchen were my mom was making sandwiches. I set Allie in her high chair and gave her a few

Cheerios.

My mother frowned at something her face in a look of concentration as if she was thinking of something.

Suddenly her head snapped up her eyes light with realization which quickly gave way to anger.

“SEVEN!” She yelled angrily. Seven was a crazy woman who was always doing something she shouldn’t.

Suddenly she appeared in the door way a grin on her face. “Yes Valentina?” She sang.

My mother charged forward and threw a wooden spoon at my aunt. “Why would you tell my husband about spring

break you freak!” She screeched.

I stiffled a laugh realising my aunt must have revealed something embarrassing to my father about my mother’s past

“Uh excuse me how many times must I tell you that my swag is just to awesome for you to take in and I’m not the freak in this if I seemed to recall right? My aunt muttered tapping a finger to her chin