Broken but still Alive novel Chapter 32

My brother had been so loving to me helping me every way possible he at least deserved some happiness in life.

I frowned and stared at my food.

Why was Camerom being such a jerk to Clay? He was after all his mate. I made a face as I realised something. I’d tottally made out with my brother’s mate. Wow.

“So Sarah you are my son’s mate” My mother asked her eyes inspecting Sarah.

Sarah blushed her face almost matching her hair. “Uh yes mam…I mean your majesty” Sarah said obliviously flustered.

My mother smiled warmly at her “Call me Andrea dear”

“Okay….Andrea” Sarah blushed again. I rolled my eyes and growled when Adrain kicked me under

the table.

We glared at each other till Luke grabbed my hand under the table squeezing it gently.

I looked away and quickly excused us pulling Luke with me to his room. When the door closed behind us i walked toward his balcony. I couldn’t stand to be in that room any longer. Cameron and

Sarah were pissing me off.

I stared up at the sky looking at all the stars that were scattered across the dark slate. Why was Caneron hurting my brother like this?

I felt Luke grab my arm and turn my wrist over. I stared down the scars that marked my skin forever since I used a blade made of sliver.

“I…I did this didn’t I?” Luke whispered pain in his voice.

I didnt answer but lightly ran my fingers over the thin scars remembering how low in life I’d been.

“I noticed them earlier but…..I didn’t really understand how they got there till Lfound the knifes all locked in a cabinet at your apartment. Andy had looked at me so disgusted I wondered what could I have possibly done. Then I understood. You….you hurt yourself because of me.”

“You were all I had left Luke” I whispered knowing there was nothing I could say that would wash away the guilt that he felt.

“I don’t deserve you Emma. I should let you go so you could find another man who’s worthy enough” I gasped in horror feeling tears gather in my eyes.

He quickly grabbed my face “But I won’t do that. I’m to selfish, I need you to much. I plan to spend

the rest of our lives making up the stupid mistakes made. I’ll do anything to make sure you never think about hurting your self again. God Emma I cried when Andy told me the truth.”

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I stared at him shocked. Luke had cried?

He chuckled and nodded “Yeah I cried like a freaking baby. Do you know how much it hurts to know the girl I’m madly in love with hurt herself because was such an idiot back then?”

I felt a tear spill over at though of him hurting.

“No baby don’t cry. This is all my fault every bit of it and I’ll gladly pay for it. Your my life Emma my everything I’ll take everything you give and cherish it.”

He then bent down and took my mouth in a kiss so sweet more tears spilled from my eyes. I pushed away from him ignoring the panicked look on his face and took his hand pulling him back into the

bedroom.

“Show me how much you love me Luke” I whispered.

Clay P.O.V

I cursed silently as I watched Emma and her mate leave the room. Emma had been the thing that had kept me from completely falling apart.

I had to be strong in front of her no matter how messed up things were. And things were differently

messed up.

I glanced up and met my mates hateful glare. Forcing myself not to flinch i looked back down at my plate and continued to push my food around my stomach not able to contain anything at the

moment.

Even if Emma wasn’t present I should be strong. I couldn’t be weak not even if my heart was breaking piece by piece.

I’d never been in a relationship before. Never been in love. Of course I’d had sex before I was a wolf, a highly sexed creature.I’d had my flings outside royal grounds and my partners always knew it was never a full time thing.

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