Broken but still Alive novel Chapter 33

When the dinner was finally over I quickly excused my self running outside to catch my breath. I

felt as if the world was crushing down on me suffocating me. Pain was a constant thing now. I knew the ach in my heart would never ease.

Not unless my mate accepted me.

I’d heard of wolves who were rejected. It was such a rare thing but it did happen. The rejected wolf never lived for very long. I now knew why.

But I had to live. At least till Emma was fully trained and no longer needed me. I was put on this earth to make sure she was trained to her fullest and used to help the wolf nation. If i died now i’d be letting down the whole wolf nation not just her.

Breathing in deeply i walked back inside the castle and to my room. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn’t even notice where i was.

“What the hell?!” My heart lept at his voice even as it yelled at me in anger.

I quickly realised I’d walked into one of the guest rooms. Blushing fiercely i sputtered trying to apologize. I guess I’d walked in here unknowingly my wolf guiding my feet. Cameron stood in the

center of the room a thin white towel wrapped around his waist.

His wet hair dripping onto her shoulders..

““‘Get out you fag!” He screamed angrily his face flushed red with anger.

I flinched and quickly left muttered a quick apology. Running to my room like a pathetic child i

slammed the door and fell to the ground clutching my chest and sobbing out my pain. I didn’t know how much longer I’d be able live for Emma this hurt to damn much.

Emma P.O.V

I laid in Luke’s arms exhustased. I knew my body was demanding sleep but my wolf was whimpered

in pain.

Forcing my self to wake up I realised it was still night time. My wolf was crying now in sadness. Some one close to us was in intense pain. The man i loved was sleeping peacefully next me. The only people who were connected directly to my wolf were Adrain and Clay.

Clay…….

Quickly slipping out of bed making sure not to wake Luke I slipped clothes on and quickly left the

room.

Nearly running to Clay’s room I found myself feeling panic and fear coiling inside me.

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WIth shaking hands I opened the door and screamed.

Clay laid against his dresser crying, his blood covering his arms and hands. A large gash ran across his chest smears of his blood on his face. A large bloodly knife laying beside him.

I quickly shut his door thankful no one slept on this side of the castle and had heard my scream. I

ran into Clay’s bathroom and quickly grabbed what I needed.

Tears flowed down my face as I knelt beside him.

“Oh Clay…no no no!” I sobbed wiping the blood from his face and arms. His pain suddenly became my pain. I felt every inch of it my heart. I nearly screamed as the pain suffocated me. My wolf howled in agony the emptyness clawing at both of us. I wanted to do nothing more but run into Luke’s arm just to make it go away but i didn’t, Clay needed me.

Forcing my self to clean away the blood I wrapped his arms in bandages and even the deep gash

across his chest.

“I’m sorry Emma” His broken voice rasped.

I shook my head quickly and kissed his forehead. “No Clay don’t be sorry never be sorry. I know honey…..I can feel it….I can feel the pain don’t be sorry” I told him clutching myself to him. I willed the blood to stop flowing from his wounds and willed him to live. He was so very close to falling into the darkness that would claim him forever.

“Please Clay I love you big brother. Please Kay..please” I begged sobbing.

“He dosn’t want me…he re—rejected me” Clay forced out the pain making him gasp.

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