Crossing the Border (Rania) novel Chapter 295

Chapter 295

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Eli as shocked when Eiten suddenly kissed her. She was in disbelief when she felt his lips against hers.

She waited for the disgusting feeling that would come whenever man touched her, but it never happened.

Eiten’s touch was different. She didn’t feel the disgust that she used to feel. If anything, Eli wanted it more. She wanted him to touch her more.

Eli wanted everything about him.

It was so shameless of her to think that way, thus she pushed him away slightly, breathing heavily.

“Sorry…” Eiten said gently he kissed Eli’s forehead. “I didn’t mean to disrespect you by kissing you without permission.”

Disrespect…

That was a word, which was too foreign for Eli, because who cared giving her respect? She was the lowest omega. A used woman, who gave birth to a daughter.

But. Eiten was talking about respecting her. Eli tried to free herself from Eiten’s arms, this feeling was too much. Her hope soared too high and she was afraid to fall.

“Please, leave me… I don’t deserve you… you shouldn’t be with me… there must be a mistake. The moon goddess must have done a mistake. This is a mistake…”

However, Eiten didn’t let her go. “No. Don’t say that. I want you. The moon goddess didn’t make a mistake. It’s you that I want.”

However, Eli was not convinced. The more Eiten tried to stop her and convince her that she was the only woman he wanted, the more Eli became even more afraid.

“Eli…” Eiten didn’t know what to say anymore. For someone, who knew how to deal with a conflict and talk himself out of a difficult situation, it was a great deal for him not being able to find the right words.

Eiten couldn’t hold Eli for any longer, because he was going to hurt her. Yet, if he let her go, she was going to run away.

Therefore, Eiten did the last thing that he could thing of. This was his last effort to keep her by his side. He didn’t want to hurt her, if she really wanted to leave, if that was what Eli really wanted, then he would accept it.

And with that, Eiten let go of Eli’s arms and fall on his knees. He knelt down before her, which made Eli shock.

“What are you doing? Please, get up…” Eli was scared. She didn’t dare to imagine what kind of punishment she would get if someone saw the royal gamma was kneeling before her.

What if people thought she was the one, who asked Eiten to kneel down before her? It would be a huge crime.

Actually, it was her trauma who talked to her, because she knew was not right and she would be tortured severely for everything that was not right.

Because there was no way someone like her would be able to force a royal gamma to kneel down if he didn’t want to.

“Please, get up, don’t do this…” Eli was scared, but Eiten refused to stand up. He watched Eli’s panic face and waited until she calmed down slightly before he spoke.

“It has never been my intention to hurt you, Eli.” Eiten held herands this time when Eli was also kneeling down in front of him. “I will never hurt you. I will never raise my hand or my voice on you. I will cherish you and Bella and love both of you for the rest of my existence.”

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Chapter 295

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Eli swallowed down so hard, she felt her throat was caving in when she heard this beautiful confession. Eiten sounded desperate, but he was very calm at the same time.

The royal gamma pleaded with his eyes for her to understand and listen to him.

“But if you think you will be better without me… I will accept your decision.” Eiten lowered his head, he stared at their hands. “If my presence will only bring more pain on you, I will accept your rejection. I will let you to decide.”

Eli cried so hard, she had never had a choice in her life. She had never given a chance to choose what she wanted with her life, but now, this man before her, he let her to make the decision

“I.. I don’t know…” Eli shook her head, she swallowed down the bile in her throat. “I want you too, but… I don’t think I deserve you.” Eli voiced out what she felt and thought at this moment. “I don’t think… I don’t think I can be with you… I will only bring you shamed. People will look down on you because you have me as my mate.”

Eiten listened to her. He knew Eli need to get it out of her chest and he needed to know how deep the trauma and the wounds in her heart.

“You may not listen to that at first, but you are going to believe that one day. I am scared… I think I will not be able to handle it if one day you will see me differently.” Eli lowered her head tog, ashamed of herself.

Eiten cupped her face and made her look at him. “They will not dare to do that… and I will never let anyone treat you less than you deserve.” He wiped her tears with his thumb and kissed her forehead. “I will not change my mind. My feeling for you will stay the same, no matter what happened. The only thing that I need from you is for you to let me prove it.” Eli cried even harder when she heard what Eiten asked of her. She covered her face with both of her palms. Seeing her pain, Eiten hugged her gently. “I don’t want to give you pain, Eli. I want to love you right.”

This time, Eli didn’t push him away, instead, she hugged Eiten. She cried against his chest, and said between her sobs.

“I want to come with you.”