Leilani.
On the fifth day, my papers were signed and I was pronounced free to go home.
But I didn’t go home right away.
I didn’t know if it was right, but I felt an inexplicable urge to pay Caelum a visit. I wanted to know how well he was responding to his treatments, at least for the sole reason that he’d saved me.
I quickly packed my stuff into my duffel bag, placed them on the bed, and after deciding to come pick them up later whenever Jay comes to pick me up, I slipped out of my room and began to find my way to Caelum’s.
He was on the same floor as me so it was quite easy to find him, but when I got into his room, I froze.
Because laying on the bed wasn’t the Caelum I’ve always known. This was a man I couldn’t recognize.
Goddess, he was pale, leaner and had perspiration clinging to his skin everywhere, causing damp patches on his clothes and bedsheet. His eyes fluttered open slightly when I walked into the room but I didn’t try to get too close. Instead, I sat on a chair a few feet away from his bed and stared at him.
And truth be told, I was confused. My mind was a typhoon of conflicting thoughts and emotions.
On one hand, I was thankful that he had saved me, because only the heavens know what would’ve been my fate if I had been shot; And on the other hand, I felt guilty. I felt bad and sad... and I wanted—no, needed— to see him better.
Tears stung at the corners of my eyes and my throat felt tight as I quietly moved closer, and my voice shook as I whispered the words that felt too heavy to speak. It tasted like bile in my mouth. I drawled; "Thank you for saving me, Caelum."
And at the sound of my voice, his fingers twitched.
"I don’t know if you can hear me, but I really need you to get better. I am so sorry about what happened and I feel guilty that you’re this way."
"It’s refreshing to know that you came." A voice suddenly whispered from behind me, causing me to jump in fright.
When I turned to face whoever it was, I wasn’t so surprised to see that it was Kael. However, the strange warmth I could feel coming from him was what I found strange.
He asked; "How do you feel, Leilani?"
I bit my lower lip, unsure of how to respond to his question. Do I say: better? Especially since his brother had taken the major hit for me?
Shaking my head to rid myself of these thoughts, I simply smiled; And when his eyes met mine again, I looked away, hating the way my heart fluttered in my chest, and hating the stupid mate bond more for rearing its ugly head at a time like this.
"I’m okay. I just... I had to come and see Caelum."
"Thank you for doing that. I’m very grateful and I am certain that he feels that way too."
Another thing that stunned me was how genuine he sounded. How soft his smile was. Goddess, he didn’t even try to come close to me, as if fearing that I would go off if he does— and maybe I would.
He folded his hands together as he watched me with quiet intensity, and his voice, rich and velvety, floated through the air as he asked; "Can I ask you a question?"
My mind drifted back to the ’question’ that Zevran had asked me some days ago, and thinking that what he was about to say was something along those lines, I frowned.
"What is it?"
"Nothing..." he drawled, scratching the back of his neck. "I just wanted to know why that girl would try to kill you, and why she would go as far as to use something that deadly."


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