His Little Wolf novel Chapter 62

Bethany

Whitney Houston’s I will always love you is blaring out of the speakers and I know the dance floor is full but I don’t see anyone else only him, the world seems to disappear around us as I stare at Liam’s face, his eyes drawing me in as always.

The gap between our bodies is painful, I just want to be as close to him as possible, he leads the dance and I stay lost in this bubble at this moment, it’s just me and him, just me and…

“Wake up Beth, wake up!” I’m pulled from my sleep but the hyper voices of two 2 years old as they use my bed as a bouncy castle, how they are so happy this early in the morning I will never know!

“Good morning monkeys!” Their cute excited faces soon have me laughing, no matter what time they wake me up I can never be mad at them even if it is 6.40 am on a Sunday! my bedroom door opens, and in walks a flustered looking Calvin.

“Sorry Beth, I left them alone for two minutes to grab Cami before she woke Brooke and Bella and these devils escaped!”

“Sowy daddy, sowy unkle Cal!” They both whisper out in their cute little voices but as always he isn’t mad at them, they have him wrapped around their little fingers, to be honest, they have everyone they meet wrapped around their little fingers!

“Come on my little devils!” He smiles at them as they dive off my bed, rush past him, and straight for the living room!

“How long have they been up?”

“About an hour!” Poor guy!

“I’ll grab a quick shower and get dressed and then I’ll be out to help!” He gives me a grateful nod before he leaves my room and I head for the bathroom, the hot water relaxes my tired muscles almost instantly but my mind soon wonders back to the dream I was

having before Levi and Willow woke me up.

I’ve been having that dream at least once a week since my 16th birthday party, it’s always the same dream of me and Liam dancing and it doesn’t seem to matter how many times I dream of it I always wake up with the same feeling.

I always remember the moment that I released I truly loved him! Until that moment I had always been sure that I had a stupid teenage crush but by the time the song had finished I knew without a doubt I was in love with him and honestly part of that reality was painful, knowing he could find his mate at any time while I loved him from afar felt like a tear to my heart!

It’s my 18th birthday in 4 days and the feelings haven’t gone away, if anything it’s worse now as over the last year my thoughts have started wondering past more than just my love for who he is, both my mind and body has become very aware of how unbelievably sexy he is, he’s a wall of complete muscle and owns a fine fine a*s!

He still hasn’t found his mate yet either which I was always so grateful for but after paying close attention lately I’ve started to have some fears about that, mind f*****g fears that won’t leave me alone.

he’s 22 and he doesn’t seem to mind that he hasn’t found his mate yet, most wolves crave nothing more than finding their mate and he’s of Beta blood so he should want it even more. what if he doesn’t want a mate? It’s rare but it happens.

I’ve also noticed he doesn’t seem interested in any of the girls in the pack neither does he ever go out to the club with the wolves that want to find themselves a girl for the night. I may not know much about s*x but I do know that wolves are very s****l and male wolves even more which is only increasing my struggle to understand any of this.

I even considered for a while that maybe he was gay but he’d have no reason to hide it, not in this family or in this pack.

I used to pray for him to be my mate but now that my birthday is closing in and I’ll be of age soon to find my mate I’m not so sure about it anymore. What if we are mates after all but he just doesn’t want me?

I recently found out that a wolf can sense their mate even if their underage but there’s a wolf law that stops them from telling the underage wolf, they have to wait until they are of age, I’m not sure how I didn’t know this but there are a lot of wolf laws.

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