Together Forever novel Chapter 16

Ethan's POV

I didn't want to do that...

I didn't want to kiss Karla.

Why in the world would I kiss that annoying brat willingly?

I had broken up with her two years ago. I shouldn't call it a breakup though. It's just that I dated her for maybe one month or something. She is the top model of our fashion industry. All we had was over. Actually we had nothing honestly.

But whatever, that day when I went to the shopping mall, she was there and we met. And that stupid ginger head whiny girl began whining to choose her a dress because she couldn't understand what will look good on her.

Heck, even Cinderella's gorgeous blue gown would make her look like an ugly crow.

She is not like someone who always looks like an angel from heaven.

Karla isn't like her.

But I had to listen to her and follow her to the whole shopping mall not to cause a scene in a public place. Yet I did. I ended up causing a great scene.

What could I do without that?

I had no choice.

At least for once, I wanted to make Evelyn feel how I feel everytime I see her with him.

Just for one moment, I wanted to give her the pain I get just to make her understand how much she hurts me.

When I first saw them, I couldn't see her face because that guy was blocking her. They were so close as if they were kissing. At least that's what I thought at the first glance. I was about to look away when he moved and her face came into view. Not anyone else but she, Evelyn.

And that's when my anger took over me. I am not patient but I have enough of it, haven't I?

That kiss means nothing to me, not to Karla either. She is used to kissing uncountable guys everyday.

But could I make Evelyn understand?

I don't know. When I looked for them, they were nowhere to be seen. Leaving Karla there, I quickly made my way to the exit and when I finally got out of the mall, my eyes found them hugging each other.

Again...

She was looking so peaceful as her head was resting on his shoulder. And Nick was saying something, I was in a distance so I couldn't hear.

She was in peace and a havoc was going on inside me.

Shit

Why does it hurt so much? God, why just one girl in the world couldn't be without any boyfriend? It's like I am losing her. It's too much pain to bear.

Is it because what Matt said was true?

No, impossible. It can't happen. I don't have feelings. I can never fall for anyone. No, no, it just can't happen.

Then why couldn't I retort back when Matt said that?

It felt like that was true. I couldn't find any answer to give him. If it isn't true, then why couldn't I say anything?

Why?

I'm deep in my thoughts when Matt enters my bedroom angrily. I look up to see his angry expression as he gives me a glare. Turning on the TV, he stomps towards the bed and sits beside me, still puffing.

"Matt, what happened?" I ask, frowning.