Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 49

Varun's Pov.:-

After kissing her for good two minutes .. I left her lips .. she is panting and trying hard to calm her raising nerves while resting her one hand over her deep necked blouse (top) which is showing her boobs upper area .. while giving me angry glares ..

I had opened her hands while kissing her .. after some seconds she said " why did you kidnapped me ? "

" I didn't kidnapped you .. I am just taking back what's mine .. and dear you are mine " I said and moved to her face to kiss her forehead .. but she pushed me back ..

" You had promised me that you will leave my house after getting your answers .. then why did you take me with you .. you lier ! ? " Amoli said to me while beating my chest with her small soft fists .. but as I am still bruised due to yesterday's beating .. it made me moaned in pain ..

Hearing my moaning she stopped her hands and started at my chest with pouted confused face .

I pulled her chin up and looked directly in her soft eyes ...

" Yes I had said that but I hadn't said that I won't take you with me .. accept it Amoli .. you were mine , you are mine and you will be mine till I am alive .. " I said in my dominating intimidating voice to make her eyes go wide at my choice of words .

" Where are you taking me  ? ... " She asked again moving more back when she saw me coming towards her face ..

" I am taking you with me " I said...

" But why ? " She asked with confusion filled face ..

I pulled her and make her sit on my lap .. I rest my chin over her one shoulder while holding her at place by placing my hands around her bare creamy waist ..

She is Shivering in my hold but I hugged her more tightly to make her back came more into my hard chest to feel my heartbeat over her's .

" You don't know how hard it was for me to hold myself back ... When I got to know about you marrying that creep .. *sigh* .. leave it ...

I am taking you with me because I can't live a single second without .. unknown to me you have became my breath .. my heartbeat ... My peace ... I can't be sane without you ... The gist of all is that .. I am nothing without you Amoli not a living being ... Without you I am dead ... You completes me ...

And yes I love you Amoli .. I love you " I confessed to her and kissed over her head which is decorated in beautiful bun with flowers around it .

She didn't said anything but soon I heard her sniffing in my arms ... I moved her body over my lap and pulled her chin up to see she is crying ..

" Why are you crying ? " I asked her but she shook her head side to side as no ..

I pushed her head over my chest and engulfed her in my arms to hug her tight .. she too hide her face in my chest and started to weep ... While I caressed her head and pat her bare back with my other hand ....

" Calm down ... It's enough .. now tell me why are you crying " I said cleaning her face with my handkerchief ..

" I am not believing on you ... I know you will either kill me or sell my body organs " she said taking me off guard ...

Do I am looking some tug or smuggler ... From where this came in her head ...

I laughed at her cuteness .. fuck she is looking damn hot , sexy , cute and seductive at the same time with her red makeup messed face yet beautiful .

I kissed on her nose and rubbed my nose tip over hers ..

" I have enough money to live my life with you without doing anything Amoli so , there is no need to sell you body organ and .. as I had said before .. I am repeating it again and will say it always from my heart that I love you .. and will do ... So how could I kill you my love ... Killing you means killing myself .. which can't be happen " I said over her shivering lips ...

" But my marriage with maverick ..  " she was saying but I won't let her say anything .. I sealed her lips with mine as I got jealous with the simple thoughts of her marrying someone else ... My possessiveness and obsession for her took power over my head and I kissed her ...

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I left her lips to take breath ... She is panting .. I again attacked on her lips ... She too respond in this one and moaned in my mouth when I sucked hard her lower lip ... Our lips are moving fast and hungrily but with shortage of air in our lungs , our kiss became slow yet more sensual ..

We broke our kiss and I looked at her swelling lips ... They are looking more soft , red , plumping like jelly ... I pecked on her lips .. while she is still taking deep fast breaths ..

She is always like this .. my single kiss takes all the energy of her body ... She is too pure ...

" You still love me .. knowing that I couldn't give you any child .. I am no use of you.. don't you hate me or disgust to me " she said in her broken voice hiding her face behind her hands ...she is feeling herself low ..

' I have to work hard on her ' I said in my mind .

I squeezed her waist and rest my forehead over hers ...

" You know what.. it happen for your good .. for our good .. " I was saying but stopped when I saw her angry eyes ...

" First listen to me then say okay " i said to her ... She nod her head as yes still giving me death glares ...

" If it won't had happened to you .. than you won't have given me divorce .. and I won't have realised my mistakes in your absence while missing you ..

I know you want your own child every women wants it .. but love assume it .. if you successfully give it birth while I still behaved in my fucked up ways with you .. tell me is that will be good for our child ?...

We lost our child not because of you .. stop holding that guilt in your heart , stop blaming yourself because we lost it because I don't deserve it ... That child deserves a good life and when god saw me being an animal with you .. he took it back from us ....

... and give our child new life in good environment filled house where he or she can learn good things and live a good life ...

And we don't need kid .. see if you were not came across it .. then we won't have quasar with us ... She is your life isn't she ? ... And you are mother to all the orphanage house kids .. they all calls you maa and loves you like you are their mother ... Tell me if you have your own child you won't be able to meet orphanage kids and won't have Quasar with you " I said to her and she nods her head still tears running down her eyes to make her red cheeks wet ..

" Quasar ... Oh my god ... Where is she ? .. " she started to shout in panic ... I put my finger on her mouth to make her shut it .

She looked at my face while shivering and panting .. " she is in other car .. with her nanny " I said and here this woman started to throw her punches on my already bruised body ..

I moaned in pain but she didn't leave me ..

" How irresponsible you are .. you leave her alone to that unknown lady .. what if she hurt her or kidnap her for money .. what if .. " I put my hand over her mouth to stop her all negative thoughts ..

" Fuck woman .. calm down .. but wow .. you are great mother you have literally killed me today ...

And do am I looking dumb who give his daughter's responsibility to anyone without any background check ... She is a good woman .. and you know her .. " I said and that she asked who is that woman ..

" Shanti aunty " I said and her face relaxed in peace and shined in without any worry ..

She really trust her ... With quasar .

" What will my parents say and do .. you kidnap me now who will marry to maverick .. and my family reputation .. it will be ruined because of you .. " she again started to fight with me ...

While just heard her curses silently .. without opening my mouth .. because for the fuck sake I need rest .. I am tired ..

She rest her head on my shoulder as she is seating in my lap .. I cleaned her face and she hugged me tight and cried in frustration because I didn't opened my mouth to answer her any bullshit .. ... Soon she drifted in sleep ...

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" Sir we have arrived " my driver said and i jumped out from my car when my one bodyguard open door for me .

I turned around to pickup sleeping Amoli  .. I carried her in my arms in bridal style .. and she is also in her bride attire .

I placed her sleeping body on her seat and put seatbelt around her .. and also I did same with myself and hold my baby daughter in my arms .. she is in her play mode not in sleeping like her mother ...

My private jet's pilot and other staff members greet me and I to did the same ...

Soon flight took off and when it came in stable condition .. I removed my seatbelt and amoli's too and took both my daughter and wife inside the room for a good comfortable sleep .

When I sit beside Amoli after placing her gently on bed .. she woke up from her sleep and looked at me with her sleepy confused eyes .

She looked around and sit slowly sinking reality in her head ...

" Where are we going ? " She asked while caressing Quasar's head and looking at me ..

" My private island .. where no one can disturb us ! " I said and she looked at me ... In shock .

" Why are we going there ? .. I don't wanna go anywhere with you ! ... " She said while getting up from bed ...

" But why ? ... We meant to stay together Amoli .. I love you .. brave .. right than we should stay together " I said while holding her face in my hands gently .

" Varun. .. I am not understanding all this ... I am not understanding is it your love for me or you're sorry for your deeds so you're doing all this drowing in guilt ...

It's hard for me to believe on you ... I can't truth you because my heart and brain both are warning me to say away from you ..

And one more thing you can't force your love on me because I don't love you ! " she said ...

" What ? ... Stop lying babe .. I know you love me .. you are lying only to hurt me .. babe I am sorry .. " she stopped my further words by pushing me back away from her body .

" Yes I loved you when you were my husband Varun .. only because you were my husband .. as it was my right to love you and respect your all decisions without saying any word ...

Because apart being my husband you had never done anything good or something like which make me fall in love with you ... More to that you had terrified me more from you and that love which I had for you just fade away from my heart as our marriage bond fade away in air ... " She said

" But the care for me in your eyes .. it " she again broke me in the middle of my words.

" I also care for other peoples to Varun ... And in them some animals also comes like my bestfriend's dog .. I also care him but it doesn't mean Varun that I love him or will live my whole life with it ...

Yes I feel care for you and I have no control over it because of our marriage time which I had spent with you .. I am feeling pity on you that's why in pity that care or concern is coming in my veins for you whenever I saw your sad face .. " she reasoned while completing lying to me ...

She took deep breaths with clenched fist and hold quasar in her hand and walk out from room ...

I just smirked because she still doesn't know that we are in air not on land ... and either she want it or not she have to live her life with me .. only with me .

I too followed her and stood just two steps away from her body .. she is looking around with opened mouth in surprise ...

I moved towards her and lowered myself to reach her ear and said in low husky voice "  we are in my private jet going to my private island .. "

She shivered and moved away from me and turned to me and said " you .. "

Her firing words put on brake when her stomach grumbled .. I laughed at her red embarrassed face .. her eyes are low hiding from mine ..

I chined up her face and looked in her eyes ... " I know you love me and I also know why you are hiding your love from me .. so , don't put pressure on your little brain to curse me ... Come you are hungry.. let's have our lunch " I said to her ...

And we both did our lunch ... And she sit beside me with puffed pissed face ...

" Accept me Amoli .. it will be good for you " I said with my smirk over my lips ..

" See still the same arrogant jerk ... Huh ... In the name of love trying to make me fool .." she said sarcastically ..

I smiled at her hot looking avatar ... I quickly pecked on her forehead and give her magazine to read ..