Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 48

Amoli's Pov.:-

" Mam now you can open your eyes and look at yourself in mirror " said my dressing woman .. who have dressed me well in my wedding beautiful indian lehnga..

I opened my eyes and looked at myself .. I am looking so beautiful .. but still incomplete ...

I put my forced smile on my emotionless face .. and thanked the beautician .. and she went outside my room .



My lehnga is beautiful.. it's peach in colour with golden embroidery work over it .. I have worn heavy jewelry .. I looked beside me Vahini is seating with sad face .. she is scared for me .. she doesn't want me to get married to maverick .

But maverick what to say about him .. he is an angel who accept me with his opened arms .. he accept me with what I am ..

I put my hand on vahini's head and cares her head to make her look at me ..

" Moo I am scared .. please don't marry to that uncle .. " she said making me laugh ...

" Seriously Vahini .. he is an uncle ? .. " I asked her to which she just nod her head with a naughty smile ..

Maverick.. I still remember when Vahini had called him uncle .. he was like a lost human .. he hate it when Vahini called him uncle .. because according to him he is still young not some uncle ...

Maa came inside and said Vahini to go out and welcome guest ... .. guest means her friends .

" Amoli are you sure you want this .. because you are not looking happy my child " my mother said to me .. while tears slipped out from my eyes ...

I also don't want to marry him .. but he accepted me with what I am today .. he is okay with it .. although his face lost its smile when I confessed my truth to all of them ...

But maverick suddenly had said " we are going to marry .. next day "

He had thought he will deny for our marriage but no .. he turned down my assumptions and still offered his interest in our marriage .

And here today I am all ready in my bridal clothes .. for our marriage .

I am ready to this marriage because maverick is very supportive person .. and he respects me ..

" I am happy maa .. I am just nervous for my marriage and all this .. because I am feeling like I am doing wrong to maverick .. as you know he is a very good man .. he deserves someone equal deserving to him .. not me .. who is no useful to him ..

He won't get anything from me .. not love .. not any child .. nothing ..

Every man wants his child from his wife .. and build new family with her .. but I .. I can't give him anything .. " I said with my broken voice ...

" I am sorry my child .. but I can't help in it .. accept it .. it was in your fate .. maybe one day .. this thing won't affect you when maverick filled your heart with his love and care and replaced all your guilt , worry , fear from your heart with his lovely talks and love .. " my mother said me wiping away my tears ..

" Okay you sit here and wait .. I think groom and team is here i mean barat .. " maa said my lighten my mood with her twisted words ..

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After good 15 minutes... Someone knocked on my room door .. I said come in ...

The person stepped inside and I looked at the woman who is like .. huge in body size ..

' isn't she is too tall and muscular to be a woman .. ' I thought in wonder ..

And looked at her covered face which is hiding behind her saree pallu .. which she has put over her head till her neck ..

" sorry I didn't recognise you ..  Who are you  ? " I asked her but has just locked the room to make me stood up from my chair to look at her alert ..

Before I could shout and do anything. ... She removed her pallu and my hand came to my mouth to stop me shout out loud .. because here is standing my ex-husband in saree ..

' serious in saree .. he is looking way too funny ' I said to myself.. and couldn't hold myself and laughed at him .. like a crazy woman ..

But my laughter died when reality sink in my mind .. I looked at him with shining eyes .. because here is stood Varun with bandage on his head .. he removed all the draped saree around his body .. and stood infront of me .. in his grey jeans with half sleeves white t-shirt.

Yes he affects .. way too more than I could imagine ... He still passed me knowing smirk .

' look at this man .. all beaten up but won't have any shame and fear .. still smirking ' I said in my head and rolled my eyes ..

" What are you doing here ? .. and how even you step inside my room ? " I said ..

Yes my room because I have come back to my parents house at yesterday itself because today is my and maverick marriage ..

" I came here to look at my wife .. okay okay .. ex-wife happy ..

*Sigh* .. as you see I fooled your family members with my this fake woman look and came in your room .. " he said while stepping towards me .. and correct his words when I show him my big big eyes ..

" What do you want Varun ? " I asked him with strong hard face .. and with anger holding one look ..

"  my answers Amoli .. " he said ... With smirk ..

" Please Varun .. leave me alone .. why are you behind me for just simple answers Varun .. it's not like if I give you your answers than you will get some reward or money .. which help you in your life .. " I said with cracked voice ..

Because whenever he asked me this question .. my all dried wounds grewed up green .. his this question mocked me for my loose ..

Anger ran in my veins .. my breathing started to get heavily and fast .. while my eyes they became little bigger in size as throwing angry

" Why did you divorce me .. answer me this and I will go from your house it's a promise " he said ..

I jumped on him and pulled him by his collar as he is taller than me .. I pulled his head down till my face to look deep in his eyes ..

" What do you want to know Varun .. why I divorce you .. I leave you because you never wanted a wife or life partner .. you want a woman's pussy for your hungry animal and a embryo to poop out your children .. your heirs ..

But me .. I can only please your animal but couldn't give you a child .. because I am BARREN ..  now you got your answers leave from here ..

*Sob* ...

*Sob*

*Sob* ..

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You know what when my hand caught those custody papers .. in which you have made some clause like .. I won't have any right on our child .. etc etc ..

At first I broke down when I learnt that you will take away my child from me ..

But than .. how ? .. for that you have to divorce me and you won't give me that only I can do that .. so , I calmed myself on that time and planned to tell you about my pregnancy ..

And from that I learnt one more thing that you never need me .. what you want is just a woman's pussy and her embryo to give you child .. that's it ..

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" I said while slapping him on his chest as he is taller than me .. I couldn't slapped him on his face with my weak hands ...  and my mind went in flashback while telling him how I lost my child and how I left you ..

Flashback :-

I am 4 months pregnant.. and right now I am eating my breakfast .. but from yesterday night I don't know why .. but I am feeling pain in my stomach ..

My appetite is all dead but still I am pushing food inside my mouth as it's not good for pregnant women to skip breakfast.

Varun is not at home he didn't have come back from yesterday morning .. I don't know where is he ..

Hufff .. I sighed while getting up from my chair.. I walked in my room with spinning head ..

' why my head is sipping .. I think I need to go for check up ' I thought ..

I don't know why I am feeling this much weak and like I am dying ..

I felt very hard push in my lower abdomen and in my feminine part .. like someone is cutting my flesh from inside with a very sharp knife .. I pulled myself inside the washroom and opened my pants and put them down ..

Still moaning and weeping in pain ...

I looked at my knees and behind it blood is running down with some flesh piece... Fear engulfed my whole body .. no I can't be true .. no it can't be .. *sob* ..

I don't know when I started to cry .. but still I looked down to confirm it that .. I am not anymore pregnant...

My head is spinning due to my miscarriage and blood loose .. my breathing is high showing my BP rate is rising .. while I am all shaking like a leaf .. because I want to cry in someone's arm .. to cry for my loose ..

But no one is around me or with me .. what to do .. ? .. *sob*

I just sit on toilet seat .. with closed eyes .. feeling something running down from my vagina ..

I am feeling helpless because I can't do anything .. I tried to follow all the precautions for a healthy pregnancy but still how I end up with miscarriage .. ? .. I don't have any idea ..

I just set on toilet seat I don't know how many hours... Soon someone knocked on the door ..

I opened my heavy eyes ..

" Mam lunch is ready .. should I take place it in your room or you are coming down " one helper said from outside the door ..

I am not in the condition to answer her .. so I just shut my mouth and weep over my self ...

I was eating properly .. and everything healthy only for my baby .. but now .. all finished .. all ruined .. it's not anymore .. it's not anymore with me ..

*Sob*

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I woke up from my sleep and stood limping .. and washed my blooded body .. with warm water .. it relaxed my muscles .. but pain is still there.

I got ready in simple loosed clothes and call the driver for car ..

I walked down from the staircase and sit inside the car ..

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Soon we arrived at hospital .. to which my driver also asked to accompany me when he saw my paled face and weak walking steps .. I denied him straight ..

Daughter welcomed me in her cabin as it's my mother-in-law's hospital .. but she doesn't know me ...

I told her everything from pain incident to today's bleeding one ..

She did my check up and said " you need to hospitalize for your cleaning .. because your child has died one day before and it's spreading toxicity inside your embryo .. we need to clean it fast .. as some foetus flesh is still there " ..

I sobbed .. she give me some papers to filled .. I filled them ..

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I opened my eyes .. to see now everything is over ..

" now you need to rest and follow these precautions which I have written in this chart and took your medicines on time .. and one more thing .. come after one week I need to do some checkups " she said .. and I walked out ..

I arrived at home and Varun is seating in living room waiting for me ..

" Where were you gone ? " He asked .. in his dominate voice .. scaring me with his eyes ..

" I .. I went to my parents house .. Vahini was asking for me .. so . " I said and he just nods his head ..

We did our dinner and I layed on bed after changing my clothes .. into night suit ..

My back is facing Varun .. he pulled my shoulder back towards him to which I layed on my back flat .. he claimed over my body ..

I pushed him on his shoulders but as always he hold my hands up above my head and attack on my neck to make me hissed in pain when I felt his teeth digging in my neck's flesh ..

More tears ran down from my eyes .. " .. I .. no .. " I said to which he gave me narrowed eyes look which challenging me to breath out a single word.

" I am on my periods " I said and he closed his eyes .. still hovering over me and he cursed some beautiful words to his fate ..

He kissed my forehead to make me feel connected and secure ...

He jumped from the bed and went in bathroom ... For shower ..