Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 51

Amoli's Pov.:-

It took me a complete minute to understand what he said .. and I look infront of me he is not here anymore.

' where is he ? ' I asked to myself .. and looked around but he is not here .. I heard car's engine roar ...

' is he leaving me ? ' I asked and walk out and end up running in staircase ..

' God .. why this house is so big .. ' I cursed the architecture of this house .. because it's really big house .. and I got late to reach on time .. because now his car is not even in my sight.

" What happened dii (sister) , why were you running like that ? " Advaith asked with mouth full with snacks.

" Nothing happened .. you just eat ! " I said sarcastically ... And in irritation because why his disappearance is affecting me .

Why I am feeling hurt and pain in my heart for him .. ' maybe because you are used to his annoying presence around you ' my brain reasoned .

And I hummed in agreement .

I started to walk back with several thoughts in my head .. ' I have forgiven Varun because now I believes that he won't hurt me again and he is truly sorry for his deeds .. in all these past months he haven't touch me in any inappropriate way ..

I had thought that he will live with me whole life .. from where ... Amoli .. you love him ... Oh my my .. ' ...

I came back ... In hall .. where one maid informed me that everyone is waiting for me , advaith and Varun ...

Soon advaith also came in while talking in his phone . ... He disconnected it ..

And we both went in dining room ... Everyone passed me welcome smile and I too react back with same smile .. although there is bomb blasting is happening between my heart and head ..

I served myself and took one bite .. .. yum it's so tasty ...

" Dinner is really delicious ! " My mother said and soon everyone also give according to their point of view complements ..

" Really Amoli ... You cooked so well .. ! " Said Varun's mother .. while looking around for Varun ...

" This food is cooked by Varun .. not me " I said and here .. table danced in complete silence ..

I looked at Varun's mother .. she is looking time to time at door .. for Varun .. ' mother will be mother ' .. I said in my head ..

I cleared my throat way to loud which took everyone's attention on me ...

" Varun has left from here ... So maa I mean aunty please eat your food " I said to Varun's mother little rudely without my knowledge..

Why I am feeling angry .. ????

" So coward ran away good .. now we can breath in peace " said my father ...

And soon everyone started to say their point of view for Varun ..

Like .. he is shit in the name of human or on their family ... His parents haven't raised him well .. if they had put their attention on him so maybe today he is not this ... Etc etc ...

Their every word irk angry in me ... Adrenaline rush in my brain cells .. to make me more mad at all of them ..

I slapped my spoon down and stood up forcefully to make my chair fall back ..

Everyone looked at me with surprise .. I took deep breaths while tears of frustration slide down my both eyes at the same time .

" Stop cursing him .. if he had done wrong and you are cursing him for that .. than you should praise him for what he has done for me ..

Because if you can curse someone for his bad deeds than you should also praise him for his good deeds ..

But no .. you all won't do it .. as pointing finger on someone's deed is quite easy than praising their good works ..

He did my treatment .. at the time when I had lost hope of becoming a normal that time he was with me ... I was in depression no one couldn't see it but he saw it and treat me ..

Whatever he had done wrong.. he has done it to me .. so only I have the right to say him whatever if feel like .. no one among you holds any right to curse him for what he had done to me ..

You don't know ... How down broken he was feeling when you all malediction him and attack on him before entering in house ... " I shout on them .. there face frowned in humiliation ..

" Today I am happy confidential only because of him .. now tell me .. will you praise him for it. . no ! ... Right ! .. why ? .. because he is not a good man and can't be .. according to you all .. although he had asked forgiveness from you all .. in which no one of you had faced his cruelty ... I am the one who had faced it alone ...

But let me tell you one thing .. maybe he is not good for you or to you but he changed hisself in good person for me because I worth it .. his love and care ... " I said all of what I felt ...

Because when he was saying me goodbye .. I had seen pain , longing , brokenness in his eyes ..

" And I respect him not because he is my ex-husband .. and he give me treatment .. helped me to be normal ... Not because of under any sympathy or thanking him for his efforts ...

I respect him .. the true he is .. his care .. this dinner *chuckle* .. this dinner he has made it .. he even has already made Quasar's milk bottle ready for her .. .. he used to play with me no matter how busy or important his work was ! But still he put his work aside why ? Only to entertain me so that , I won't feel bore ...

He used to give me massage whenever my body cried in soreness due to yoga's hard postures ..

He treat me like his our self .. although he is sex addicted man but he never touched anyone in these months from the time we are staying here in this island..

Every promise which he has made to me .. he complete them ..

He heard my thoughts, my worry .. in the middle of night .. whenever I got up from my sleep due to nightmares ..

He give me support and cheer me up whenever I felt like I can't do it anymore ..

He was all time in patience when I gave him hard time in my treatment by my stubbornness ..

He loves me alot .. and he changed for me .. it's itself made me to forgive him .. .. ...

And I am not ashamed of forgiving him because he is not that Varun who had torture me .. he is mine Varun who loves me " I said and cleaned my face ..

I am not sorry for my rude behaviour .. it was needed because .. if I haven't said that to them .. then they will always taunt Varun with it ..or used it as a weapon against him to make him face humiliation infront of them .. and I don't appreciate it .

" I am going back right now .. if anyone of you want to come with me can come .. I have no problem " I said in mono tone ..

I went inside my room and as maid has already packed my things with Quasar's ..

I carried my baby in my arms who is in her cry mode .. because at every night time .. Varun spends his time with her ..in this time he talk with her , plays with her , feed her milk with her milk bottle .. , and told her good night story .. although she couldn't understand what he is saying in story but still he read her story .. sometime he even has song lullaby to her .. to which she never fall asleep reather then this she woke up all night and make him her partner in waking all night thing ...

She is missing him .. and I am too ... I put her milk bottle over her mouth but she slapped it away from her hands while moving her face side to side with closed eyes ...

' She is going to cry ' my brain said ...

" Awwwee.. aweee " here she started to cry for her father ...

After my several attempts she finally accept her milk .. and soon she finished it .. and moved her head around.. in search of him .. but she didn't find him ..

Then She looked at my face .. with her big eyes .. I rubbed my nose over her cheeks .. as Varun used to do with her while playing ...

But she pushed my face back .. but with Varun she used to laugh ...

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*Knock**knock* ...

I looked at the door to see everyone is there ... They apologized to me to which I said them .. that it's not needed .. and please try to forgive him .. he has changed ..

" Amoli .. I know my child .. that I am stepping in your personal life .. but please can you tell us .. do you love Varun " Varun's mother asked me nervously .. and I laughed on myself ...

Hahahahaha ....

" Yes " I aid and broke down in sobs .. because I love him .. I was going to talk about it today night but he left us here alone with his and mine family ..

Why ? Only because his and my family didn't appreciate his presence in this house ...

" Awwww dear don't cry .. " my mother said and hugged me ...

" Aww moo .. so you love .. Jiju ? " Vahini asked me while jumping up and down and when I nod my head with red cheeks .. she than started to shout .. ' moo loves Jiju .. Jiju loves moo ' ...

" Okay Amoli .. then you want to marry him or not ? " My father asked me ... I nod my head as yes ... And here both the family mingled like they are childhood friends ..

They said that they are happy and going to spend a week here .. so , no one is going back not even .. me ..as it's good for Varun also to realise that he can't live without us .. no matter how hard he tries.

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After a week ... We all got ready to go ... And me all trained by my mother-in-law ... How to seduce a man .

Yes she has trained me .. this .. at first I dripped in shame and shyness .. but as she is doctor .. so , you can expect how bluntly nature she could have ..

' you just wait Varun .. I will make you to lick my foot for your this stunt .. ' I said in my head ..

' I have missed him in this whole week and .. Vahini .. she full time teased me with Varun's name ..

You have hurt me Varun and I will punish you for that. . .. after our marriage you will sleep on couch for whole month ' I planned in my head ...

Soon we reached at airport area .. I sit on my seat and opened it to make it large and more comfortable so that I can sleep on it .. as it's night time ..

Pilot greet us and other staff members too .. I give them my command to take us where Varun has gone ..

And here they exchanged looks .. I narrowed my eyes on them and give them challenging look which dare them to disobey me ...

They nervously nod their head ... Soon flight took off.. and I woke up half of the night all thanks to my baby because she is not at all sleepy .. and the fun fact in it is that .. she faked cry whenever she saw my eyes closed ..

She is such a attention seeker .. Varun has spoiled her .. I played with her while swinging in sleep ...

" Sleep my baby ...*pat* ... sleep ...*pat*.... sleep my baby.. .*pat*.... sleep " I sang in my dry voice and sleepy one while patting her back ... But she is not at all near her sleep ..

I huffed and she laughed seeing my puffed cheeks ..

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" Finally " I said .. and closed my eyes to sleep when I saw that my baby is in deep sleep...

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I woke up by one airhostess .. she told me that we have arrived .. I came out from it ...

While other members also followed me while yawing .. so I was also doing the same ..

We sit in separate cars .. they took us in one new villa .. which is unknown to me ..

Obviously it will because .. we are in main city of our town ...

My family members went back to their house after saying me by and said me to take care and they are with me .. while me and Varun's parents .. we went inside his villa ..

Varun's grandparents, kashvi and Kabir they are at home they hadn't come at island because kashvi is in her pregnancy period so she can't travel .. so other stopped there to take care of her .

Silence welcomed us .. staff members greet us .. and I nod my head in accepting their greetings..

" Where is your boss ? " I asked to one maid politely ..

" Sir .. he is in his office " she said and I nod my head ..

And i give quasar to my going to be in-laws ...

I walked in Varun's bedroom by one helper who escort me to his bedroom...

I opened his room's door .. to gasped in shock .. because infront of me .. there are several pictures of mine and Quasar's .. some are mine alone .. in some quasar with me ...

I turned my head to see bed .. and behind the bed . ... The whole wall is hidden behind mine , Varun's and quasar's pic together ...

It's beautiful ...

I changed my clothes .. and put out a long cotton cardigan to hide my sexy look under it ..

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