0 Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart novel Chapter 36

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I managed to say in between the kiss with tears running down my cheeks.

Yes I was crying again

Not because I didn't wanted it.

I wanted it like a dying man needs water but I couldn't afford it.

The cost associated with his downfall outweighs my personal selfish enjoyment.

"Sshhh just relax....listen to me....just look into my eyes..."

As I looked up and stared into his understanding and calm eyes , my heart relaxed.

"Good girl...now I will let you go but you will not move...stay put...okay?"

I nodded and his grip loosened on my arms .

I was laying still on the bed with my hands on my sides as he stood on the side of the bed staring at me.

"Here take these"

He placed my medicine on my palm as I sat back up and I gulped it with a glass of water.

He sat next to me and started playing with my fringe rolling it on his finger.

I don't know why but this action always calmed me down.

"Why were you pushing me away Saph...you never did it before.."

His eyes looked hurt and I decided to look at my lap instead of his eyes.

"I....I....just thought...."

Should I tell him. I am so damn confused right now.

"No...it was nothing....I just didn't feel....like kissing...I was ....I was not ready....a...nd....you suddenly... kissed...so...."

I lied trying not to look into his eyes

"You didn't feel like? Huh?"

He suddenly laughed and not a normal laugh.

There was something cynical in it.

Like my words not only hurted him but also broke him.

Before I know he gripped my neck with his rough hands and roughly placed my lips on his.

The kiss was so dominating and demanding that I couldn't help but respond.

My body betrayed me and that was when I realised.

He owns me completely.

My mind may refuse but my body blindly obliges to his every whim and command It trembles under his every touch.

I can fool my mind not to respond but I can't control this body.

The kiss ended and I gulped in air exhausted by his sudden attack.

I was shocked.

He was always so loving and understanding

What happened today?

It's not that I didn't liked it

Of course I did but his behaviour is strange.

He just smirked.

"Don't take my kindness for granted dear....if a Prince's love can't get back you back... don't force the beast to bring you back....because if he comes mind my words Saph I won't be this gentle and your treatment won't be this slow....if I have to be a beast to bring you out of other beasts then mind it...I will be the most dangerous of all."

I gulped seeing the determination in his eyes.

And for once I was scared of him.

Scared of what he will do if his patience with me runs out.

"W..hat do you mean...?"

He smiled placing my flick behind my ear.

"You showed me your insanity...now I will show you mine"