Fated To Three Betrayed By All Until She Rose (Leilani) by Ahvahh novel Chapter 251

Chapter 251: Lost.

Kael.

For a couple of days now, since Gavin’s engagement party to be precise, sleep has completely eluded me.

And that in other words simply means that for the past forty-eight hours or more, I haven’t slept a wink.

Why?

Why else? Because of Leilani, of course!

I couldn’t close my eyes without seeing her face— smiling, but not at me; I couldn’t inhale deeply without breathing in her sweet flowery scent that felt like a blend of vanilla, blueberries and a hint of something else... something wild that sets my blood on fire.

However, what I hated wasn’t the fact that she haunted my dreams. It was the fact that I wanted her like a crazed man wants salvation... but unfortunately, I could never have her.

Not now. Not ever.

I could never get her to smile at me the way she smiles at Frostclaw. I could never get her to dance with me like she had danced with Zevran.

Goddess, there were a lot of things I wanted to do to her... and a lot of places I wanted to go with her. But I could never experience those.

And that was why it hurt.

These thoughts made me ball my hands into tight fists as I glared straight at the television. But could I make any sense of what I was watching?

Hell no!

It was that bad.

"If you continue to frown at the TV like that, then the protagonist would die even before the antagonist gets to him." A voice suddenly said from behind me and I didn’t even need to check to know that it was none other than Zevran.

I also didn’t need to look at him to know that he was just as troubled as I was— probably for the same reason as I was.

I sighed. "I do not even understand anything about the movie because I haven’t really been watching it."

"I don’t either..." he cut in and when I turned to steal a glance at him, he beamed a smile at me and continued; "...and that’s because I’ve been forced to watch you instead of it."

Silence.

That was what settled between us as I let his words wash over me. But for some reason, even at this moment, it wasn’t his words that I thought about. He wasn’t even the least thought flying through my head.

What I was thinking about was what I would have to do to make Leilani watch a movie with me. I couldn’t help but wonder how long it would take to have her comfortable around us to that extent...

Just as I thought these things, Zevran’s voice seeped into my mind. He drawled; "What is the matter? Is it Leilani?"

’Yeah right!’ I thought inwardly but didn’t dare say that out loud.

However, when he repeated the question, thinking that I didn’t hear him the first time, my breath hitched. And maybe that was the dead giveaway because then he smiled and shook his head at me, his lips curling upward as he continued; "Overthinking wouldn’t change anything."

"And who talked about changing anything?" I bit back, hating the way I sounded too sharp. 𝘧𝓇ℯ𝑒𝓌𝑒𝑏𝓃𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭.𝒸ℴ𝓂