Caelum.
I used to pride myself in being very careful about my feelings. I used to go around town with my shoulders held high.
Why?
Because everyone respected me for being very brutal. It was no secret that amongst my siblings, I was always seen as the most difficult one to impress or get along with— well everyone thought this, besides the women in our lives.
But I liked it.
I liked being known as the devil’s incarnate.
I liked being the cold-hearted brother.
So why the hell do I feel like I was the most vulnerable right now? Why the hell is my heart pounding against my chest like it was about to fall out.
My breath caught as her feet landed on the last set of stairs and I glanced up, totally nerve-wracked and trembling as I greeted; "Good morning, Lani!"
Goddess, I tried to force all the courage I could muster into my voice and failed miserably when her eyes landed on mine. I tried to seem as unaffected and cool as anyone could possibly be. But just one glance at her had me reliving last night and I lowered my head, in both apprehension and embarrassment as I whispered;
"I just said... good morning!"
At the sound of my voice, everyone snapped out of the trance they’d been in. Leilani smiled softly—but I could clearly see that she was forcing it and greeted back;
"Good morning Caelum."
Her soft voice rubbed against me like a caress. It made me feel things that even I... with my stone hearted reputation... never thought I could ever feel.
A fierce blush crept up my face when my eyes followed the line of her dress, noticing the way it hugged her frame like a second skin and I drawled; "You woke up late."
And I know... I know that that was stupid of me to say. I know that if others—I mean my friends— were here, they would’ve laughed at me for feeling so tongue-tied around her. But what else could I say?
How else could I tell her that she was practically glowing? That she was beautiful beyond words and that her hair was the shiniest I have ever seen it in my entire life?
Zevran, as if noticing how stoned I was, cleared his throat dramatically. His eyes darted from my face to Lani’s and then he said; "Come, let’s have breakfast."
His words, so softly said, was the thing that finally broke the tense awkwardness between us.
"It’s practically brunch at this point!" Kael chirped nervously.
"Yes," I chuckled, equally nervous and scratching the back of my neck, "it’s practically brunch."
"Let’s go." Leilani cut in and at her voice, everyone instantly shook out of their self-induced reveries. We all settled around her fancy little dining table to eat our food; But just as I finished helping her to her plate, my heart skipped a beat.
I immediately turned to Zevran and mouthed the words; "What if it is bad?" to him,
His eyebrows shot into his hairline as soon as he caught a whiff of what I’d just asked; But Leilani, completely clueless, had no idea that we worried for her tastebuds.
She picked up a spoonful of porridge and brought it up to her lips... but before she could even eat it, Zevran grabbed her elbow, his eyes wide with bright as he stuttered;
"W-wait!"
She frowned. "What?"
"He said wait!" I almost yelled, shocking myself and her. Her eyes widened as they turned to look at me, and in that moment, I could swear that I felt something warm settle over me. My knees felt like jelly and my chest... goddess, my chest was so full, I feared it would explode.
"We want to check it out first," I hissed under my breath, "...because we fear that we may have made something terrible... again."
The amusement that shone in her eyes when she heard me say those words was comical. Her eyes lit up with glee and a blush— it was unmistakably a blush— crept up her face as she shrugged Zevran’s hands off.
Without another word, she brought the food to her lips and took a swallow... and frowned.
I froze.
My heart started to beat wildly against my chest and sweat broke out on my skin, soaking through my shirt and making my palms so clammy, I could barely hold my spoon.
"How is it?" The words fell out from our lips in sync and we turned to pin each other with a glare before turning back to Leilani who was currently gobbling up the rest of the food.


Not like they were bad things to do anyway.

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