Fated To Three Betrayed By All Until She Rose (Leilani) by Ahvahh novel Chapter 323

Chapter 323: Oh shit.

Leilani.

I swear to the goddess that I had many things I wanted to say to them, and while most of those said things were apologies, I couldn’t bring myself to speak.

Or move.

I was like a statue— one that had been struck by some extraordinary kind of lightning, but for some reason, I still felt like a statue whose entire body had been set ablaze by emotions I could barely control.

I felt more alive than I’ve ever felt in my entire life and now, I do not know if it was because they were standing right in front of me and that this was looking like one of my childhood dreams or if it was because of the small voice I could now hear at the back of my mind, reminding me of how much of a fucked up whore I was.

That is my Lycan-wolf, Nyx, by the way...

And that brings me to my second reason! That I am probably this excited because of her. Because I can finally feel her. And because I now knew what it meant to have a separate entity living rent-free in your head, eating to jump out at any given moment.

I could feel her roll her eyes at me at the Lycan-wolf nickname and she snorted; "The moon goddess always knew that one mate would never be enough for you and that’s why she gave you three."

"Shut up!" I snarled, smiling.

"And now, I don’t know... I just feel like I’ve been betrayed by being mated to three. I can’t keep up with all the emotions their wolf keeps bombarding me with!"

My cheeks were burning up like I had a fever and there was this permanent smile on my face that I found difficult to wipe off.

However, I was soon snapped out of that reverie when Zevran stepped forward, planted his hand on my shoulders and leaned forward, so much so that he was breathing directly in my face.

He asked; "Are you okay?"

"Oh... uhm... I am. I guess I am!" I rushed out, trying desperately to wave him off but failing just as much as I tried.

The place where our skins touched felt electric and I could swear that I could see sparks flying around us like in one of those movies where a person gets electrocuted.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded. "Yes, yes... I am!"

"So when were you going to tell us that you’ve gotten your wolf?"

That was Kael, the ever seeing one with predator-like eyes that could see into anyone’s soul. My heart skipped a beat at his words and my head whipped up just then to meet his piercing gaze.

When our eyes met, I felt this flutter in my stomach and I glanced away just as he shrugged; "I can feel her. We all can practically feel her... she’s like just there, difficult to shake off. Yet... there..."

"Then you should know that she isn’t just a wolf," I drawled with a smile, almost trying to dismiss the thought that they could feel it. And when I say it, I mean all of it. "She’s a Lycan-wolf."

"Oh!" Caelum chuckled, his messy hair bouncing as he took off the apron he’s been wearing since I walked down the stairs.

And I hated that I found them attractive at a time like this. I hated that they had the guts to be this cute and soft... and everything I would never associate them with in the past.

So I looked for a fault. "You guys don’t seem happy for me," I snapped, pounding at their not-so-enthusiastic faces.