Chapter 146
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I felt like a complete ass.
I had sent her back into the house when all I wanted was to fuck her in the sand. Hear her moans under the ocean. Finish what my mouth had started.
I was still rock hard. Her taste was still on my tongue. She had tasted so fucking good I had gotten lost in it. ..her coming on my face, her juices traveling down my chin.
What was I going to do?
I wanted Olivia. I’d never wanted someone like this before. She made me into a fucking mad man for her.
I wanted her to the point that I could no longer deny it. Not a crush. Deep, dark, desire. I wanted her. Desperately.
I will never have sex with you. I had said those words to her even though I knew how badly I craved it. I had watched her hands shake putting that top back on. I had watched her walk toward the house with sand on her skin and hurt on her face.
I was frustrated at her for even coming out here. At myself for pulling her down. At the fact that I could still feel her thighs on either side of my head. I had held her open and eaten her like her brother did not
exist.
I was so shocked by what I’d done that I had to send her back inside before I completely lost it in front of
her.
A selfish thought entered my mind.
Was there a way to please both of our desires without crossing the one big line?
Sex was the one line I had left. I said those hurtful words because once I was inside her I would not be able to pretend this was damage control. Once I was inside her I would not stop. I would not share her with anyone else. I would not sit next to Ethan and answer questions about Eden, I would be done pretending.
Something in me said go back into that house.
Tell her to let me taste her again.
Fuck.
It was not a good idea.
Ethan’s voice replayed in my head to remind me of what I’d just done. You’re a great friend. Thanking me for saving his sister from Luca while I had been hard in the car thinking about her.
Get it together.
Stay away from her.
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I repeated it. Over and over. But still my body refused to listen.
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at on the blanket with my cock aching and the sky doing nothing to help ease the pain. I found my phone, half buried where I had thrown Olivia’s. Sand in the port.
Twenty missed calls… Again.
Then the messages. They were from my parents but then there were others.
Eden.
I opened them because I was already an ass and I needed the reminder of the life I was supposed to be living. The fake one where I didn’t get involved with my best friend’s sister.
Where are you?

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