The Jilted Alpha (Jaxon and Sable) novel Chapter 51

Sable POV

Wow. Giselle is a massive thunder cunt. How dare she treat another human being like a piece of garbage? As if she was any better. In my opinion, she is worse.

“What?” Jaxon looks up at me quickly.

Okay, time for me to inject some confidence into my man. Everything he said was hard for me to believe. Especially the lover part. I can’t imagine him being a terrible lover after all the things he has done to me already.

“I said, it’s her loss and my gain. The Moon Goddess paired us together. You are just as much mine as I am yours. So, what if she didn’t respect the mate bond? She is paying for it now.” I said cool, calm and collectedly. “Jaxon, you are traumatized by a woman who clearly didn’t deserve you. I understand why you were keeping me at arm’s length in the beginning now.”

“You do?”

“Yes, not all women are the same, Jaxon. I’m not about leading a man on or giving false hope. I respect the mate bond in a way that others don’t even understand.”

“No, I guess not.” He said looking at me like he can’t believe I’m not mad.

I am mad. I’m furious as hell. My anger is not toward Jaxon though. It’s toward Giselle and Alpha Jasper. They disrespected the mate bond. Giselle whored herself out to the highest bidder. Then for good measure, they kicked Jaxon while he was down.

“Now, I am, at heart, a kind person. I respect everyone. But, unfortunately, for Giselle and Jasper, I can’t summon a single fuck to give for either of them right now.” I said with a dead pan look on my face.

This makes Jaxon laugh, and I’m glad. He confesses more and I sit patiently and hear what else he has to say, “Originally, I vowed never to take on another Luna. After what happened with Giselle, I didn’t want to love or trust anyone ever again. I kept women on the side for release. That was all. The women I was with, they understood the arrangement. Everyone except Diane, that is.”

At the mention of Diane, I could taste my level of disdain for her. “Were you with all those women to prove or point or something?”

Jaxon seems to understand what I mean because he looks down again, “In part, yes. When I was with Giselle, I treated her with love and respect. I didn’t treat her like a whore. She was, at the time, not now, the love of my life. So, I never wanted to be rough with her. She was small and petite. Her entire personality was delicate, or so I thought. I was gentle with her when we were intimate too. Apparently, that wasn’t want she wanted, and she found it with another man.”

Suddenly, I want to know if they had ever spoken about it before. Did they have good communication, and he just didn’t care to listen? “Did she ever talk to you about these things? Did she ever say she wanted more from you as a lover or as a mate?”

“No. Maybe if she had, it wouldn’t have ended the way it did.” He said. I feel a pang of jealousy. It may be selfish, but I’m glad she didn’t. He’s mine now.

“Did you regret banishing her?”

“No. I made the decision and after everything she said to me and all the things I overheard her say, I know it was the right choice.”

“It’s been five years. In that time, you went from one of the poorest packs to one of the richest packs. Was she the reason?”

“Yes and no. Even before I took over as Alpha, I knew the pack had potential. I also knew it would take time to turn things around. I had already laid out a plan for the future of the pack. It would have made the pack wealthy either way.” He continued, “When everything happened with Giselle, I threw myself into rebuilding the pack. It was better than dealing with the feelings I had. Better than dealing with the heartbreak and betrayal.”

I feel bad for Jaxon. He has clearly been through a lot. I’m glad I have never let anyone close to me. I’m glad I waited for my mate. I cannot imagine the kind of emotions and baggage he is feeling.

He continues explaining, “After three years, which was twice as fast than what I had originally planned, Winter Moon was the wealthiest pack in the South. Then it fueled me to become wealthier than the Northern Region. Now we are almost wealthier than the Eastern Region, and that would mean, the wealth and power I would have would surpass Alpha Jasper. It was my silent way of feeling vindicated, I guess.”

Everything he tells me is letting me know one very important thing. Everything he did was for him to have some kind of validation as a man. That bitch really fucked with his mentals.

“Anything else you want to tell me?” I asked. I might as well rip the band aid since he is in a talking mood.

“You know, just before you came into my life, Crane told me that the Elders were going to strip me of my title unless I agreed to take a chosen Luna. I had one week left to choose someone or the elders were going to choose someone.”

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