Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 38

Kashvi's Pov.:-

I am seating in my seat and looking before me .. to my brother who is looking something on the other side of the road .

I look around as my all senses are on their alert mode .

I want to go home .. Because I am horrified that he will come here and take me away from my life and will cage me back .

I don't know anything about that man .. who is my culprit .. only thing which I know about him is , his face and he is a powerful bastard .

I don't know what to reply to that doctor's questions whenever she asked me about him ...

She couldn't understand my pain even no one could .. because she is not the one who is raped , tortured, abused , starved and caged in only one room for whole 4 months .

It's easy for her to say ' tell me what he had done to you or how he caught me or do I know him or what scared me more about him ? Etc etc ' ..

When I didn't answered to her of her previous questions then what she says .... i feel like to kill her or myself wherever she says ' recall it carefully dear then tell me wisely ' .

What she doesn't understand that .. recalling everything is hard for me .. because whenever I recalled it , it's felt like I am living it again ... It's frightening ...

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" Amoli " I heard my brother's voice .. he is saying amoli's name .. I saw him looking at the opposite side of the road .. I also looked there to see .. really there is Amoli ..

She is standing there .. I don't know why but I got happy to see her , .. she is looking good and confidential .

But someone hold her face .. I felt happy for her that she has someone in her life .. she is really a strong woman because even after living in a toxic relationship today she is alive and happy in her life ... I can read her face smile's .

Suddenly bhai (brother) started to run towards her.. I moved a little bit towards my right side .. to see my bhai running towards Amoli .. and shouting her name .

I gasped when I saw my brother's body flying in air .. because a sports car has hit him hard .. and now he is lying blood bathed on the road .

All this happened in seconds..

My mind stucked ... My breathing got high .. I want to go out to help my brother but I can't , as I am afraid what if he saw me and take me back ... No no ..

I am not going to step out .. but if I didn't go out then I may loose my brother forever !... What to do ..

Phone .. ya .. phone ! .. where is my phone .. god it was in my room I didn't take it with me ..

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What to do ... I looked back to see everyone has gathered around my brother's body and now I can't see him ...

People's are talking and some are filming it ... I don't know what to do ..

*Beep* *Beep* ... I gasped due to sudden sound of phone message ring .. I see it's Varun bhai's (brother's) phone ..

I hold it and opened it and know it's asking password .. god why .. my hands are trembling ..

I don't know what to do ... *Sob* .. how bad sister I am .. I am seating here and my brother is there fighting for his life ... *Sob* .

I typed some important dates like .. family members birthday to anniversary date .. but none of them is password .. I have even tried amoli's name but no .. it's not opening ..

What could it be ...

I saw that people's are calling ambulance but none is taking bhai in there car to hospitalize him on time ...

I took a deep breath .. and opened the door of my car .. cold wind slapped my body .. I shivered when his cold scary voice played in my mind ' I won't leave you never ever ' ..

" No " I shout and sit back on my seat after closing door and placed my hands over my ears ..

I saw him banging my car doors windows .. then I saw his hands running on my body ... " No .. no .. please leave me .. ahhhhhh " I shout slapping away his digisting sinful hands away from my body and shout as high as I could ...

*sob* *sob*...

I opened mine closed eyes after 2-3 minutes .. to see it was just mine illusion .. he is not here ..

Ya he is not here ..

" You can do this kashvi ! ... If you didn't save your brother today than you will die in guilt ...

It's a do or die " I motivate myself.

I hold the door's handle tight and opened it .. again I felt like he is you touching me .. but I closed my eyes to opened them again to see reality ..

I took mine shaking steps towards my brother .. who is still lying on the road .. I can see his soaked and still flowing blood on the road ..

He is looking scary .. in all covered blood ...

I saw some people's talking and some filming him ... I went to them .

" Please help me .. he.. is my ... brother please take him to my car so that I can hospitalize him on time " I said shuttering in my words .

They nods their head and placed him in the car ... While I set on the driving seat .. my hands are trembling but I have to do this because I don't remember my any family members phone number apart Varun bhai's so I don't know how to call them for help .

And someone has said ' human has to help themselves to live ' ... And I am doing it right now ..

I started the car and it's engine roared high giving confidence in my veins ... I put the gear on and step on accelerator to ride it ...

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I know how to drive .. soon we reached at my mom's hospital where I step out from the car and ran towards the guard who knows me well .. he ran towards the car to carry my brother's body with the help of others .

They didn't asked me to fill any form as it's our own hospital .. I set on the hospital waiting chair to took a relief breaths ... I don't know how but my body gave up all the energy to make me function and I became unconscious...

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Varun's Pov.:-

I am on my bed sleeping ... I can hear giggles of my ferries .. I am trying to open my eyes but they are feeling heavy .

I moved my hands on my bed .. to feel it cold and empty ..

I opened my eyes and shout " Amoli... Amoli .. where are you Amoli .. it's not fair love ..."

" Stop hiding from me .. babe .. I can hear your giggles " I said finding her in whole room then in bathroom .. and stepped out from our bedroom ..

I came down and went in the kitchen where I saw here seating in someone else lap and feeding him with her hands .. while .. there is some little kids .. maybe 2 - 3 .. are clapping their hands while eating and giggling .

That man hold chocolate piece in the middle of his teeth's so that , some chocolate is inside his mouth and half is outside his mouth. and he motioned to my Amoli to eat the left free chocolate piece from his mouth ...

I groaned but they both were so lost in their moments that they didn't noticed me ...

Amoli blushed but nevertheless she moved her face towards his face to eat but before her lips could touched that damn chocolate .. I shout " Amoli "

And I ran towards them and it disappeared like fog ..

No no .. Amoli you can't leave me like this .. no ...

No..

Then I started to remember .. something

... Something is flashing infront of my closed eyes like a memory ..

Everything is running very fast like a flash of light .. I saw myself giving kashvi a ice-cream bag and she is seating inside my car ..

Then I saw Amoli infront a shop .. then I saw her going with a man ... I am running behind her...

Then bang ... I got hit by some car ... I am flying and Amoli is going away with me ... I breathout all the air out from my lungs when my chest hit the road then my head hit it ..

No ... No .. I can't die .. before talking to Amoli and asking forgiveness from her ...

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Kashvi ... Ohhhh god .. I leave her alone ..

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*Beep* *Beep*

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Author's Pov.:-