Amoli's Pov. :-
I am very angry and I'm in the kitchen right now, and cooking food for the guest that came my home .
' he is not a guest but a ghost ' my brain hissed in my head with sarcasm dripping down from its words .
Ufff I want to kill him but can't..... want to put poison in his food but can't..... Feeling like to cry on my helpless but can't... because if I do so than my panda will also accompany me in the cry .
I completely forgot to breathe when I saw my panda in captivity of that demon .
Right now she is sitting on the kitchen Iceland in indian style (crossing her legs) and hand under her cheeks and chin.
I take her hands in my hands and kissed them , my this action make her to look at me....
" Moo I am scared, what if he do something to me, you or anyone in our family......wha.." I put my palm on her mouth to stop her talking further
" Do you remember when you first went to school, how happy you were, but when you came home from school you were so sad and scared that you were not ready for going to school the next morning ......
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After that, when we asked you why you do not want to go to school ?, then you told that the school teacher don't likes you....
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because you saw her doing bad things with school gate guard and she beat you with the threat that she will repeat her beating treatment if you again came infront of her or open your mouth infront of anyone...........then do you remember what papa said you on that time ...hmmm tell me if you remember it "
" Yes I remember it ..papa said that never means never put your self-respect , self confidence down if you are right be bold , strong , be confidential don't be scared or afraid from anyone.
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whatever is the situation , whoever is the person who is against you ...if you're right and you haven't done anything wrong than no one can harm you not even your single hair
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And always believe on yourself and be strong minded
And papa won't let anyone harm us ....he will always stay with us"
" Than tell me one thing why are you afraid of him ...
Did we did anything wrong to him ?....hmmm
No ... right ....
So cheer up my panda you're a superkiddo.....who save me today from the slap.... " I said kissing her cheeks and then gave her a long and tight hug...
" Ohhhh yaa yaa I am the superkiddo who will break his teeth if he try to do anything wrong with you ,me and anyone in our family........
Moo just imagine him without tooth in his mouth ... hahahahaha he is looking totally hilarious in my imagination......" She said while laughing hard and I also accompany her ...
" Okay now I am going to give them tea ..you want to come with me " I asked her holding Trey in my hands
" No you go I don't want to go .....right now I am very...veryyyyy...verrryyyyyyy.....busy .... hahahahaha killing that monster in my mind...so don't disturb me okay ..
Let me concentrate on it .....sshhhh " she said with happy face and atlast sshhed me.
Hahahaha I laughed and rubbed her hairs with my one hand and said " you will never change...drama queen "
I went to living hall with confidence and also with ' I am not afraid of him ' look but all went not went ... it's run like it's ass on fire... out of the window .....when I saw that he is eating me with his dangerous eyes.
I lowered my eyes and put the Trey on the table and started to make tea for everyone according their preference ..
I am feeling like someone is burning me or I am standing in the middle of the fire..... because that monster is staring at me continuosly , my body started to shake but I controlled myself...
" W..hat kin..d.d of tea wo..uld you like " i lisp , no matter how much I tried not to ..huff
I didn't looked at him because I know he will again give me evidence of his shamelessness my giving me wink or doing something shameful...
Disgusting person ..
" Strong plain black tea without sugar " he said in his cold and dominating voice .
I made the tea as he like and pass the cup to my brother to give it to him because I don't want to give him any chance to touch me again .....
Yes I am afraid of him.....this indefinite fear which is I am feeling around him gives me scary shiver that he will destroy me , my life and happiness....if I come in his way.
I still can feel that chill which ran throughout my whole body when my hand had touched his......
my body again shivered by reminding that memory , all my body hairs get active which shows my fear in my mind and body.
I came from there and started to make dinner for everyone , maa also with me helping me...
Maa , papa and me as always arranging the dinner table ....and my panda she also present there who is eyeing me with something......
Hmmm I know her well ...she is still imagining his murder in her evil brain.
I controlled my laughter hard ....soon everyone came and sit on the their respective chairs except the guest plus ghost .
Papa and Grandpa both are sitting on head chair opposite to eachother and their soulmates are sitting on their left side...
My panda is sitting beside my grandma while my brother was sitting beside maa.
I stated to serve them ...
" Where is Varun ? " my dada ji asked to my papa
"He is attending a phonecall " my papa answered
Monster also came and set on the seat beside my papa....
" Amoli you serve him ....I will serve food to my babu today " my grandma said to me ...
Noooooo noooooo I don't want to ....but I can't say it aloud...
I went towards that big lizard monster and started to serve him food and suddenly I set on his beside chair with a thud because he pulled me on his beside chair .
I gained everyone's attention as all were seeing me with questionable eyes....
" Oooohmm food is really delectable, delicious and amazing....I truly like it .." he said as like he didn't pulled me ....he didn't did anything ....
He is really a deftly person in covering up his bad doing....
" Thanks son my daughter amoli made it ...she is a good cook....she is best in everything.." my papa said with proud smile , passing me .
And everyone nods there head in acceptance.
I tried to getup from the seat ..to sit beside my panda but he won't let me by placing his hand on my lap and put pressure on it so that I couldn't move ...I eyed him in full anger ....and soon realise my mistake because he passed a wink to me with his victory smirk...
I lowered my eyes....in shame....
' I don't know why but unknown to me , he have a thing on me which controls me around him ... I think he does black magic that's why he is still alive after doing this to me ' I thought in my mind in wonder .
Huhh shameless lizard monster...
" Amoli beta (child) why are you not having your food beta (child)...why haven't you served yourself food yet ? " Papa asked me..
That monster remove his hand from my lap not before squeezing my right thigh making my heartbeat dance in high rhythm of frightening .
" I am ....I am eating " I said and serve myself food and saw that my panda is coming towards me to sit beside me ..
She set beside me and eyed him with hate.
" Eat " I said to her ....
Soon everyone started to eat ,,talk and laugh .....
I gasp when I found his hand on my side waist 's lower region ...his hand was moving upward .....he have lifted my kurta at my waist region and after roaming his index finger on my bare waist enjoying it's complete softness ....he pinched me hard and still won't leave me ...soon he started to twist his hand more so.....It hurt me more...
As his pinch turned in unbearable pain .
I bite my lips hard so that my painful shout can't be heard....my eyes become teary ...my heart was beating very fast as like it has decided to burst today inside my chest...
I slap his hand so that no one could notice me ....and i eyed him with my teary eyes .....I am 100% sure that my face would be looking like a tomato now...in anger..in pain.
He is smiling like a maniac man ...
I got up from my seat and said " I am full " and directly came to my room without listing anything.
I should have told this to maa but I don't want them to fight with him ...as he is Papa's friend's son....if they fight than it will affect their friendship....might be it broke which I don't want.....
So it's good to shut my mouth right now..
I laid on my bed and cried...I hurriedly clean my face as I heard the door opening sound.
"Moo were you crying ? " she asked taking my face in her small hands
"No I was not my panda ,.....hey did you arrange your school bag according to Monday's timetable .." I lied to her and changed the topic..
"No I didn't .... please help me "she plead me with joined hands....
Hahahaha drama queen ...
We arranged her school bag while me listening her as always school stories ...like how she fooled everyone in her class that she is magic queen.
Now my mood is good ....I am not that much scared now..
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