Kabanata 43:
Pleasure
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Clarity
Hindi mapakali ang isipan ko. Bakit ganon? Bakit ganoon ang nakalagay? Ayaw ba ni Kuya na sumaya ulit ako? This is my chance to be with him again pero bakit kailangan pang magkaroon ng hadlang?
Hindi ako nagkaroon ng chance na makatulog kagabi kaya hanggang ngayong umaga ay wala ako sa sarili. Everyone is knocking in my door but I do not want them to see me miserable.
I do love my brother... but I also love Kier.
I want to fight my love for him... pero nangako na ako sa Kuya ko. Disobeying the order of someone whose part of Vleryt Dynasty will be dead. And I do not want that to be happen.
I heard a knock in my door but I keep on ignoring that, "Clarity..."
Biglang lumakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko, "This is Kier, may I come in?"
"U-uhm.." nag-aalinlangan pa ako bago sumagot, "Okay."
Bumukas ang pintuan ng kwarto ko at iniluwa non si Kier na naka-towel lamang habang may dalang tray ng pagkain, "What's with the towel?"
"Uhh sorry. I just finished taking a bath."
Pinakatitigan ko ang tubig na tumutulo sa buhoy niya habang lumalapit papunta sa akin.
This is not right.
"Baby... are you okay?"
"N-no."
"Huh? Why?"
Hinawakan niya ang noo ko kaya napakislot ako. May kung ano akong nararamdaman habang hinahawakan niya ako, "Are you sick?" Umiling ulit ako.
He just smiled bago inilapag ang tray sa side table, "I'll be back. Magdadamit lang ako."
"No!" Mabilis kong pinigilan ang kamay niya. Kunot noo naman siyang lumingon sa akin.
"I'm wet. I need to dress up."
"Let me dry you off."
Nanlaki ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin. Umupo siya sa kama ko at tinitigan ako sa mga mata, "Are you insane, Cl?"
Ginulo niya ang buhok ko. Akmang tatayo ulit siya pero mabilis ko siyang hinatak papunta sa akin. He's now on top of me.
"C-Clarity.. I do have needs but I respect you."
Pinapungay ko ang mga mata ko bago nagsalita, "I want you."
I started to kiss him with all my heart. Napahiga kaming dalawa sa kama but I keep on kissing him. Dilat ang kaniyang mga mata na tila gulat na gulat.
He slowly move his lips. Parang pinapantayan ang sensasyong dulot ko sa kaniya. I smiled with the thought. Before I end our relationship, I want to embrace him.
He suddenly stopped, "Why?"
"Clarity, I respect you. Really. Please, we need to stop."
"I don't want you to stop."
"I want you. I want you to feel me.." Hinila ko ang mukha niya palapit sa akin and I started to kiss him again. I removed his towel around his waist so that's why his body is now expose. I stared intimately onto his masculine body, my eyes went down to his sweaty six pack abs. The mighty general is now standing madly, seducing me.
He undressed me while kissing me. I don't want this day to stop. He looked at me with lust on his eyes, "Do you really want me to continue?"
"Yes baby. Please?"
He lingered his finger on my thighs. He gives small kisses on my neck which stopped me from surpassing my moan.
"K-Kier ahhh... please deeper."
He deepen his thrust, I don't know what I am going to do. Should I stop him? But I am loving the feeling of his bulge on mine.
"Clarity... ohhh ohhh I'm going to cum."
"Yes Kier... me too."
Mas lalo pang bumilis ang pagbayo niya sa akin. My chest is moving upside down. He licked the sweat that keeps on escaping from my skin.
He slowed down and I feel the liquid that rush inside of me. Napadapa siya sa harapan ko kaya napasinghap ako. Okay. He is heavy.
Ouch.
"Clarity... will you regret it?"
I shookt my head, "Of course not!"
"Thank God! Thank you for letting me to do that."
I just looked at him at namula ako. Oh gosh! Ginawa ba talaga namin yon?
"Clarity, always remember that I love you. Don't leave me again please, I rather die than losing someone like you. Someone that can understand me and someone who can fight for me," he smiled at me while looking into my eyes, "I'll never regret this. This would be a great memory for the both of us. I'll treasure this forever and ever. I'll protect you no matter what. I'll be your knight in shining armor even though I doesn't have armor. I will always love you, baby."
Napaiyak ako dahil sa sinabi niya. Lahat ng sinabi niya ay hindi ko magagawa. He doesn't deserve someone like me! I doesn't deserve Ethan Kier Contravidle Strorch!
"Sleep now, Clarity. Let's talk tomorrow. I love you."
He closed his eyes at maya-maya ay narinig ko ang munti niyang paghilik. Doon na ako napahagulgol ng iyak. I can't disobey my brother. I already agreed with him.
I'm so sorry Kier.
I'm really sorry...
"Daekiy Maltragi Siapled, Kier."
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