Chapter 304
Now that I’ve spoken to the witch inside my head, it’s like that’s where my mind automatically goes every time I fall asleep.
It’s really not helping my state of mind. No matter how much sleep I get, it’s never enough. Mostly, because it feels like I’m getting none. Then I have the witch talking inside my head all day, and I swear I still hear a whisper of that other random voice I heard the first time.
I still don’t know who that is, and I refuse to confront the witch about it, anything I can do so she doesn’t feel like she’s winning is a win to me, and I feel like if I said something this would be a win for her.
“Hello, Amy.” She says cheerfully once I wake up in my wolf’s sanctuary. I take a deep breath and prepare for the worse. I’m honestly not sure if I’m really here or not. It could be a dream, because she never brings up anything we talk about in here, but I just don’t think that’s the case.
I roll my eyes at her and look over at Leah. She’s sleeping, which she always is when I come in here anymore. It worries me, I really hope the witch isn’t doing anything to her to make her not able to wake up. But it is just another thing that makes me think this is a dream.
“Will you ever stop? Isn’t it enough you’ve taken over my life, do you really need to take over my dreams as well?” I ask her and she smirks, then looks down at her hands.
“Can I be honest with you?” She asks me and I sigh, “Is that possible?
She chuckles, “I’ve rarely lied to you Amy. Just withheld some truths.” She tells me. I look over her, and I know I can’t trust her, but I’m stuck here anyway. Might as well get some things out of her. Maybe she’ll slip up and tell me something important that I can use.
“Go ahead.”
She smiles looking up at me, “I wasn’t always this way. I’m not delusional, I know I’m hyper focused on gaining power now, but I wasn’t always. I think that before… Before, you and I could have been friends.” She tells me, and I scoff.
“No… You won’t put that on me. I didn’t ask to be here. That was my father.” I snap at her. She shakes her head, “Maybe… But you’ve continued to live. Fought for it, killed the moon man, your own father, so you could keep living this façade of a life. Don’t you get it? None of this is real, Amy! Everything you have was handed to you the second you were bonded with Liam. Your friends, this pack, your kids. And you’re not even supposed to be his real mate!” She says. And I swallow roughly.
“Stop! Your mad at my father and now you’re taking it out on me. I’m not him.” I tell her and she ticks her tongue. “I was mad at him, for a really long time, and yeah sure, maybe I still am, but you don’t deserve this life, Amy. If you weren’t born, none of this would have ever happened. You’ve brought death on all these people you consider family. You’ve brought this fate down on the entire world.” She tells me.
My breathing starts coming quicker as her words start to resonate in my soul. Is this really all my fault? Maybe I should have let Clara kill me back in high school when I had the chance.
I glare over at her, “Sure, maybe I’ll take some blame, but this is all you. You’ve decided that you were wronged and now the world has to pay the price. Maybe I’m selfish in the fact I don’t particularly want to die, but you’re selfish to.” I growl at her, and she smirks.
“The difference between you and me, Amy… I stopped caring a long time ago.’

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