The Jilted Alpha (Jaxon and Sable) novel Chapter 38

Jaxon POV

She said that was ‘fucking mind-blowing.’ Damn it, I’m fucking glad. I would have been pissed if she didn’t enjoy that, because I sure as hell did. Her body was so responsive, and she was submissive like a little kitten. I loved her body twitching and gasping and moaning when I was kissing her down her spine.

When my fingers went to her folds, she was soaked. Her arousal was strong, and I wanted to push her against the wall and take her right then and there. There was a lot of restraint being used. I have to remember that she is a virgin. She doesn’t even touch herself. I’ve given her, her first orgasm. Even in her dreams, it’s me giving her, her orgasms. I’m feeling pretty fucking good right now about it too.

Then when she said she wasn’t anxious but pent up. That’s why she went to fight the rogues. Not going to lie, my ego was feeling pretty fucking big. She had to beat that frustration out of her system. I was a little worried when she ran out of my office, but knowing that was the response, man, I’m flying pretty fucking high right now. I’m feeling much better after last night’s comment.

Now that I cleaned my mate, I clean off quickly and then when we get out of the shower, I very curious to know more about her and just what kind of experience she has with men in general.

“It seems like you don’t have any experience with anything relationship wise or with men in general. Is that a true statement?”

“Yeah. True statement. I never wanted anyone but my fated mate. I never dated, entered relationships, or even so much as held hands. All of this is very new to me, and I think that’s why I tend to shy away from it or get nervous.” She says and then adds, “That doesn’t upset you, does it? That I’m so inexperienced?”

“Fuck no. I love that you are inexperienced. I love that your first kiss, orgasm, and everything else to come will only ever be with me.”

“Is that what that was? That was an orgasm?” She asks with her eyes wide, and I can’t help by smile at her. She really doesn’t know, and it makes me happy as fuck.

“Yeah, that’s exactly what that was.”

“No wonder I would hear other women in Dark Flame make such a fuss about it. I totally get it now.” She said and I laughed.

“Goddess you are adorable. Come on, let’s get dressed and go introduce you to everyone.”

I look at her, “Why did you think you were a burden?”

She looks down and blushes, clearly embarrassed, “It was when I first woke up in the hospital and Diane spoke to me.”

Diane. Of course. I look at Sable and grab her hand, “You will never be a burden. Don’t listen to her.” Then I continue, “Matt, we need to talk logistics with Sable today. Make sure we have everything in order. Then Sable,” I say looking at her again, “You and I are going to talk about the rogue fight.” Then she blushed and I know it’s because of what she said in the shower. So, I chuckle and tell her, “Not about that.”

She let out a breath and Matt raised an eyebrow. ‘What was that about?’

‘None of your business Matt. That conversation stays between Sable and me.’ I’m not sharing anything with him that is intimate between Sable and me, and that conversation is definitely private.