Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 41

Varun's Pov.:-

It's been one month from my accident now I am all fit and fine now ...

As my personal investigator has said that he will give me every detail about Amoli .. he did it well .

She is living with Weights ... It's very strong and powerful family , I maybe a No.1 businessman in this whole Asia but not as powerful as Wright's because they are ruler in business world from decades ..

I can't take Amoli away from their's house with my power and if I tried to kidnap Amoli then they will kill me for sure ..

Because records says that once in school .. amoli's colleague male teacher has misbehaved with her and what Wright's has done to him that was unexpected .. they literally destroyed that man .. well I am happy that they did it ..

And if I go infront Amoli then she will kick on my face for sure and I don't want this   .. so , I called advaith and give him amoli's address as well as her school address .

I did it because I know he can make her come back and he will convince Wright's to leave Amoli and let her go to her family ..

And then it will be easy for me to talk with her ..

I was following Amoli from passed one week like a creep what can I do .. I can't live without her .. the first day when I had say her in after coming here and after recovering from accident...

Flashback:-

(Before the week)

I came out from my private jet and sit inside my car which escort me to my destination ... My Amoli .

Car stopped infront of a school .. I came out from my car after wearing fake white beards  .. I have wore indian kurta pajama dress and faking an old man look so that , Amoli won't caught me .

Soon I saw her coming out from school ... Her one look took away my breath ... I can smell her fragrance in air .. the cold wind passed over my ears .. and I heard her anklets rings sound .

Beautiful my heart said while beating like a drum for her ..

She is in Indian saree looking hot as hell although her waist is covered my I can see her milky skin by my imaginary eyes ..

' hold your horses Varun ' I warned myself...

.. she has changed alot ...

I walk towards her and with every step .. nervousness increased making me shiver in her presence ..

I has hide my eyes behind the black glasses..

I am sweating like a pig in fear ... And nervousness .. I have never thought in my whole life that I will feel such things because of someone ..

But it's true love change everyone ..

I bumped to her intentionally .. and did act like I got hurt ..

She help to in standing properly .. I felt that electric spark and excitement in my whole body when she touched my cold shivering hands .

" Are you okay uncle ? " she asked to with concern...

I am sorry my love .. I said in my heart and nod yes saying that I am okay by actions because if I release a single word from my mouth than I am 100 percent sure that she will recognise me by my voice .

She passed me her beautiful smile and my heart flipped it's heartbeat from chest to my throat ..

Although she is looking happy but her eyes they holds some mystery in them they are looking dead still shining in happiness.

She walked towards her car and soon she drives away ..

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Next day with same old man look ... I watched her talking to some kids who are merely 10 or 12 standard students .

But she felt my eyes on her body she looked around her ...

Her eyes caught me standing across the road looking at her .

She waved her hand to me and shout " hello " ...

I too did the same but instead of saying something , I just nod my head with smile .

Soon her picked her and she again went away ..

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Next day ...

Today I have took new avatar .. new look .. today I have wore saree and looking like a giant woman ..

My driver , he is trying hard to suppress his laughter .. when he saw me draped in saree and looking funny .

I also found myself so hilarious ... And I am doing same .. trying hard not to laugh .

But I laughed and he too .. but he stopped laughing and apologize .

" It's alright man .. I am looking so funny god ... Hahahahaha " I said to him again broke down in laughter ...

But suddenly I felt like crying ... So I started to weep ...

My driver said " calm down sir .. mam will forgive you .. just don't loose hopes ... "

I am thankful that I have good peoples around and my driver is one of them ...

I thanked him and said yes .

Soon we reached to her school ... As always I got out from the car before her school at silent place where no one could see me coming out from this experience car .

I covered my face with my pallu ... And went towards her ..

I stood infront of her ... At first she gasped looking at this giant woman ... But she composed herself and smiled ..

I passed her a paper slip where is written ' some address of random place .. I have change my voice by inhaling helium gas by my mouth and now it's little smoother than my manly voice .

I asked lift from her and she said me to follow her .

But her stupid and too much protection driver .. booked cab for me and soon cab came to pick me and after saying goodbye to me Amoli said to cab driver to drop me safe ... And that's how that stupid driver has washed my all hardwork by his this stupid move.

I had thought that today I will go with her in her car but no that driver said no and booked cab for me .

I cursed him ... Soon cab driver drop me to my address and I came infront of an temple where I saw some baggers are bagging for food or money .

Idea ...

Next day ...

Today I have become bagger with tearing clothes but before that I has hide my all tattoos behind fake shin .

My face is hidden behind fake makeup and skin .. I am looking beyond different .

I sit near the school gate for bagging .. and I am not feeling any shame to do this .. because I have done more shameful sins with feeling shame .

Some people gave me some coins ... And then Amoli came and I moved my hands up and down for bagging ...

While bagging my heart said to her ' please forgive me Amoli ' ...

She looked inside her purse for money .. and then she gave me 10 rupees note with a smile ..

Next day ...

Same look with same thing but today with 10 rupees note she gave me food and I eat it hungrily .. 

And this foods first bit give life to my tastebuds ..

Her food is the best food of this world after my mother's...

' Good give you all happiness Amoli ' this pray came out from my heart ... And I prayed to the god .

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End of flashback.

That's how I had spent my whole week doing such things ... Now my heart is at ease that she is fine and okay .

At first I was happy when I saw her playing with a small boy ... I had thought that he was mine son but no he wasn't ... According to my personal investigator that boy is some maid's son .

There is still question in my head ... Where is our child Amoli ' did we loose it or did she abort it but it can't be true because I had saw her happy face in cctv footage .. she was happy with her pregnancy '.

I want answers from her mouth .. and I will get them soon .

Today she is going to her home with her brother and sister ... I looked at her running car , I also followed them to the airport .

They are going by Wright's private jet ... Fuck ! These Wright's are too over protective for her .

I was burnt in my jealousy when I got to know that she is living with Wright's because Wright's brothers.. they are all handsome .. and gentlemen .

And that maverick guy .. he always calls my Amoli sweetheart .

When I had got to know about it , I wanted to choke him out till his death ..

How I got to know .. it's simple , the earrings Vahini have wore has Little mike so that , I can hear everything .

I had danced in happiness when I heard Vahini chiding maverick for calling Amoli sweetheart .

I went inside my jet and soon arrived at my house back .

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Huh !!   how wrong I was ... I behaved stupidly .. I correlate my married life situations with yours ..

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And I also thought that what is the need to say to you all because at last you all will say like ' adjust child ... He is your husband in our culture husband's never apologies and they are equal to god , so worship him and do as what he says ...

Or endure it because we can't do anything in this as divorce women don't holds respect in societies eyes .. if you divorced him than you will become shame on our name .. that's why I won't come back to you all after my divorce.. I thought maybe you will disrespect me and kick me out from your house and call me names ..

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And I thought if I tell his family they will take his side , they won't support me .. and if they did than what will they do ... They couldn't change him into good husband material because if they were capable to do it than he won't have behaved in that way with me at first place .. " I explained to my parents.

" From where you learnt all this Amoli we are not some narrow minded people's .. I know , I put my reputation at my top priority but in reality my family's happiness, safety is my top most priority my child ...

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I am hurt that I failed in becoming a good father " papa said ...

" No papa Don't say like this ... It was my stupidly that I made decisions on my own assuming that you won't going to support me " I said ..

" Amoli if you want him to punish by law than with are with you .. you can fill case against him " maa said ...

" No maa I don't it .. (they gave me questioning look) .. because if I do it then things will repeat again like when his advocate will question me how all this happened and tell it in details and etc etc ... All those questions will burn my new self which I have build with very difficulty ..

And I now we will win it but after that what .. will I get my purity back , will I be free from all those nightmares which I still get .. will I be happy by seeing him in pain no .. maa.. no

I want him to realise his mistake and feel shame , regret and suffocation in what he has done to me .

And law can't make him feel that thing until he realises his sin because you don't know what he is maa .. he is an evil man who never put his ego aside to judge things clearly and equally ..

Law's punishment are small for his sins tell me maa .. suppose he got arrested and kept in jail for years as punishment but still he is not guilty for his deeds than what is the use punishing him in that way maa ..

Law gives punishment so that , culprit regret doing that crime and learnt lesson from the punishment but it's waste if culprit didn't learnt his lesson from suffering in punishment ..

And Varun is one of them ...

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And as you know .. he is already famous peoples are crazy for him .. after this case they will make my life hard and won't let me to live in peace ..

I don't this mental stress maa .. I am good in my life where i feel safe ..  .. " I explained ..

" Okay my child .. it's upto you but please if in future you face something like this .. than please share it with us .. " papa said .. I hugged him and said okay ...

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" Ohhhh god .. you both daughter and father made me more emotional .. " maa said and I laughed ... And I hugged her and thanked her ..

" Let's enjoy this moments .. " I said and we all came down ...

Maa , papa , me and Vahini we all made dinner while my grandparents and advaith made dining table ready for dinner ..

We eat in not silent moment because we did chit chat and crazy talks like ' some childhood embarrassing moments , some stupid things which grandpa has done in his teenage etc etc ' ..

Then as my grandparents are aged so they went in their room to sleep after dinner ..

Me and other left peoples of my family planed to have movie night but my phone ringed showing maverick name on its screen ..

Advaith have informed maa papa about weights and all how met them and all ..

I picked up his call and without hello and nothing he said " I am going to video call you connect it to your laptop " and just like that he cut the call .

I set with my family and accept the notification for face time in my laptop ..

Everyone is there on the screen .. whole Wright's family ...

" Hello everyone , how are you all ? " I said and turned to introduce them with my family but Mrs. Wright took my words ..

" Hello Mr. and Mrs. Anand and we have already met with you Mr. Advaith and Miss. Vahini ... And I am Mrs. Roshani Wright ... It's nice to meet you all " Mrs. Wright said ...

And then after her everyone introduce themselves...

" how you all know about my family ? " I asked them ..

" Obviously.. Amoli we are Wright's .. and we has did background check-up of your family after knowing advaith " said the great Hudson with smirk .. if I was there I would have punched him on his this pretty face .

My parents talk to them while I felt outsider in their conversation ..

Soon I said them bye and we all went to sleep after watching english movie..

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