Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 43

Amoli's Pov.:-

I pushed him but all went in vain .. I am trying to wiggle out from his grip but couldn't ..

" Stop moving Amoli .. " Varun said resting his forehead over mine ..

" Let me hold you for a minute " he said making me more angry ..

" For what .. to hurt me more " I chide on him ..

" No .. my love .. I want to hold to believe on my fate that you're really here infront of me " he said ...

" I am not your any love dove .. did you forgot that you hate me .. how you always treat me like a trash , cheep thing which was unwanted in your life.. " I shout with my bleeding heart ..

" I never hated you .. I just hate the fact .. being forced in our marriage..

I know I had hurt you .. " I cut his further words with my shout " leave me you cheep bastard .. your touch and nearness making me dirty .. and disgust " ..

He tried to pushed him away from my body but he not moving an inch away from me ...

Angry tears ran down from side of my eyes and hide inside my hairs or some went in my ears..

He saw me crying and cleaned them away .. while saying " don't cry love .. I won't cross my line again .. I just want to talk to you .. can we talk " .

I sighed in relief and I nod my head because let's finish it here because I don't want him to follow me again for his silly questions.

He moved away from me but not before kissing my forehead.. he sit on bed beside my laying body .. I too sit beside him but with good distance between us.

I calmed my shaking nerves ... 

" I don't have whole day for you .. tell whatever you want to tell me " I said fisting  bedsheet in my sweaty hands to clean them .

" Were you pregnant with my child Amoli ? " He asked the question which I never had thought that he will ask this to me ..

Remembering about my pregnancy and how I lost my child brought tears in my eyes ..

I started to weep for my loss .. how unlucky I am .. I didn't got good life partner then I lost my child then I got ruined .. then divorce.

He hugged me .. and said .. " where is our child Amoli ? " His voice is heavy and it holds fear in it .

" Are you stupid or what can't you see .... I don't have any kid with me .. *sob*..  It's no more *sob* ... I got miscarriage.. and then .. then " I closed my mouth .. Because I was about to reveal something unwanted to him ..

He hugged me tight and plant kisses over my head while caressing my back to calm my state .

After coming back to my senses .. I pushed him back away from me and he fall down on floor .

I slapped his face and shout " it all happened only because of you .. you have ruined my whole life .. why you did it why .. I won't leave you today .. I will kill you "

I started to slap him one after the other .. he welcomed my each slap .. it make me more frustrating .. why he is not behaving like before .. where is his male ego that dominating behaviour .. because I want to fight with him to show him that I have changed into new Amoli who is independent and confident ... And can kick his dominating ass .

" Why are you not reacting .. why are you not behaving like you was before

Don't behave like this innocent person ... Tell me your mean reason for what you are here .. tell me what do you want ... " I asked while continuously beating him ..

But he just smiled with tears running down from his eyes .. I broke down and hugged him to cry ..

" It's was so small Varun ... I wanted to tell you about my pregnancy but whenever I tried you always made me shut ..

But soon I realised that you don't deserve to know and with time you will know it by yourself ...

But that time never come ... *Sob* ... " I said while hitting him on his chest , biceps and i got up ..

" Know you got your answers .. go and never come back in my life " I shout on him and looked away from his face ..

He kneeled infront of me and hugged me while hiding his head in my stomach ...

" I am sorry ... I am sorry love ... Punish me as much as you want .. kill me if it gives happiness to you .. ..

I am sorry ..

When you left me I started to realise my sins ... I am sinner please punish me ..

You don't know how scared I had felt when  I felt that I couldn't meet you and ask forgiveness from you ...

I am sorry .. I am sorry .. please forgive me .. I won't hurt you again .. just give me one chance please .. please " he said all the things which I have never expected that he will say this to me in this life .

" My karma is biting me and eating me alive Amoli please forgive .. please " he begged while touching my feets ..

I also set down and freed my legs from his grip .. my eyes also shining in tears just like his ...

" I am happy that you realise your mistakes and you are guilty for it .. and if you really sorry for your sins than don't show me your face again .  " I said and got up ...

" I am sorry Amoli please.. Don't say like this I can't live without you .. you're my everything Amoli ..

Please don't leave me again ..

I promised you that I won't hurt you again .. I am ready to become your dog , your slave .. but please don't leave me .... This silence is killing me .. the loneliness is eating me alive... I don't want this fear in my heart anymore that one day some guy take you away from me ...

Please give a second chance Amoli please ...

Please... " I again begged holding me by my waist and hiding his face in my stomach .

" I can't Varun ... And you should feel shame for asking second chance from me Varun ... Because I don't think any respectful woman will give a second chance to her life ruiner.. and it's too late Varun ..

Even if I come to you .. you can't make me happy .. because you're too poor in my eyes who can't give me any happiness other than pain . " I said .. and pushed his body away from mine ...

" Please don't leave me Amoli please... " He said and at the same time door opened by bang .. someone has broke it ..

Grayson came running inside the room and he holds my hand which I slapped away from my hand ..

I gave him hard look while Varun is weeping ..

" Don't touch me Grayson .. is it true that you had  molest Varun's best friend ? " I asked him .. and his face lost its angry expressions .

" Answer me " I said pulling his collar ... He nods his head ... So , it was really true

" Who is that girl ? " I asked .. and prayed in my head .. please it's not her .. please it's not her .

" Lassya " he whispered ...

" You spineless animal ... " I said and attack on him and hit him with my hard punches ... He didn't said anything and welcomed them ..

Soon other members also came ... " Leave him Amoli .. what are you doing .. calm down woman " lassya said ...

" How dare you to touch her ... I will kill you , you shit in the name of human .. " I shout and hit him with my high heels..

His forehead is bleeding now and my body is shivering ...

Lassya pulled me away .. I looked at her with moist eyes .. and I hugged her and cried .. just cried my heart out .. because these man species is too cruel to us .. to woman species ...

" Are you okay .. ? " We both asked together to eachother and then nods no ... And hugged again for one more round of tears .

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We both wiped our tears ... I turned to Grayson ..

" I am sorry lassya for my past deeds .. please forgive me " Grayson said with guilt and lassya forgive him saying " that happened in past .. but still I got nightmares but I forgive you but I won't forgot what you had done ... " .

" Okay it's not ended yet .. let's finish our hate there in this party and start a fresh life .. " I said and everyone Shaked their hands for friendship but Wright's brother and Varun .. they didn't make friendship ..

" He has killed our sister .. I am not going to make any friendship nothing with him .. " Grayson shout and Varun made his face like he had said in unknown language to him.

" I didn't killed your sister .. and I don't have any idea that you have a sister .. " Varun said .. in confusion..

" Ohhhh please stop pretending .. okay .. wait see this in this picture don't you know this girl " Grayson said showing a pic in his phone ..

I couldn't look at it because I am standing opposite to them.

" I know this girl .. and she is not dead because I didn't killed her " Varun said in mocking way .

God these two are fighting like kids ..

" What do you mean .. here in this pic you are with her and way to close with her " Grayson shout over Varun to which Varun pushed him away from his body..

" For your kind information .. she is alive living with her husband .. yes husband ..

Her husband name is Mr. Parth .. and her name is rooh .. and she is like a sister to me ..

We knows that she is an orphan and yes she had accident but she didn't died in it ... She survived.. and now she is living her life with her husband " Varun said and I took phone in my hands to see pic and yes it's rooh's pic ..

Who used to work as maid in Varun's house ...

" Is it true ... ? " Maverick asked with happy face and question mark on his face .. everyone's face has smile except Grayson .. his face looking pale and white ..

He is sitting all shocked ...

" Yes it's true ..  Okay let me call Parth .. let's do a video call " Varun said

Varun called him and soon he received the call .. " hello bro long time no see " Parth said ..

" Hello ! To you too man .. see who is sitting with me .. " Varun said showing my face to Parth ..

Parth made shocked face and said " finally man you found my sister-in-law .. hello sister-in-law " ..

I greet him back .. passing away the fact being called sister-in-law because I am not anymore as I am divorced woman .

" Hey where is your wife your life " Varun said and soon screen moved from room to kitchen ..

Where we saw rooh is cooking in kitchen ... What caught my eyes is her big blotted baby bump ..

My eyes shined .. and I said " aww how cute ... She is pregnant " ...

" Her memories are not back yet .. but will do come one day .. so , I can't give her phone to talk to you because she hates you man .. for what you had done to bhabhi(sister-in-law) " Parth said ...

" Okay then give her phone and let me talk to her " I said while sitting on bed and triplet brothers set beside me ...

" Hello dii ... Omg how are you ... " Rooh said in her exciting voice ..

We both talked .. for some minutes .. and then I cut the call ...

" Give us her address .. " maverick and Hudson both said at the same time.

Varun give them Parth's address ... And they decide to meet him privately at his office and Varun happily got ready to help them in it .

Advaith is not there .. me , Varun , lassya and all four Wright's brothers are here in this room .

" So ... I think everything is settled now .. " I said eyeing everyone ... And they nods their head and hugged Varun making him chock under their wait .

And said " it will took some time to us to replace that hate into friendship " ..

Grayson is introvert type person so , he just shook hand with Varun ....

Everyone left from the room and me also got up to go but Varun hold my hand ..

" Please forgive me .. " he again plead ..

" I have forgive you Varun but I can't forget the things you has done to me .. " I said and one tear slipped out from my eyes ...

I freed my hand from his grip he is still looking at me with his pleading eyes ... I sighed and said " okay I will give you second chance Varun only if you give me back my old self,my old happy life and my child which I had lost .. will you ..

If you give me all this back than ..  then only I will give you second chance . "