Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 45

Amoli's Pov.:-

" Hufff " .. I sighed when I saw my two months little baby girl quasar .. lost in her beautiful sleep .

Finally she slept .. it's 3 am in night and here she was crying from past half an hour's for breastfeeding .. and she was not taking milk bottle's nipple no matter how hard I tried .. awww my baby !

It broke my heart to saw her crying for milk but I can't feed her as I am not her biological mother and not have given birth .. so , it's impossible that milk will come for her from my bosoms ..

But still at the end she drank milk from her bottle and slept .. finally ..

I also laid down on my bed beside my baby ..

It's already mid night but sleep is away from my eyes .. I am thinking about all the things which happened in all these past weeks .

I am here in this village which is some villages away from my parents village .. I am living here in my 3bhk house with my baby .

I am now teacher in this village school .. although I have a helper here , who babysits quasar in my absence when I have to leave her alone in house while going school .

I have also applied for maternal leave , so that I can give my time to my daughter as she is too small and she needs a mother care  .

Now everything is settled in my life .. my baby came in my uncoloured life and put colour in it by her presence .. she is lucky for me .. see she came in my life and now I am government school teacher ..

Thinking about life .. Varun's face came running infront of my eyes ..

From the last encounter in hospital Varun haven't shown his face to me again not even to his family as social media says that he is not in India, he has gone to abroad to spread his business .

' stop thinking about him ' I scold myself ..

I turned and looked at my family pic in which I saw Kashvi's pic with me .. I have taken this when I told them all my decision of moving out and live my life on my own when I got my job offer accepted from the school in which I am working now .

On that time kashvi was there with me , she had came to meet me , as she was feeling alone and craved for something spicy to eat so , she had came to me to make her my special fried spicy rice .

First my parents was against it as they felt like i will lost again in this cruel word but than advaith support me and took my side for living alone by myself ..

Vahini still don't know about my divorce with Varun , because I think she is not that mature enough to understand all this .

Vahini .. she had cried for me .. saying ' please don't go moo , if it's necessary than take me too with you ' .

But I couldn't take her with me .. but she always comes to my house to meet me on every Sunday ..

Although I miss my family but it's needed .. me staying alone on myself .. because one day I have to live alone .. and independence is a good medicine to pull you out from your sorrow ..

My first day in my this house was all new and tough .. as I was habitual for the presence around me and here me and my baby . .. only we both ..

But with time everything settled .. and became comfortable and homely ..

Now I am happy in my life .. very happy ..

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Soon sleep took control over me and I slept ...

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I woke up hearing cries of my daughter .. I changed her diapers and made milk for her ..

It's already 6am in morning so , it's not time to sleep so, I took bath and got ready in simple semi grey and blue cotton saree with long half sleeves blouse ..



I give bath to my baby also .. neglecting her all protest against the bath .. as she is crying while bathing but if she is stubborn than I am her mother .. I am more stubborn than her ..

Hehe .. just kidding ...



We both got ready in matching colour clothes which is grey , I did pray in my house small worship area .

Then I took my baby in my one hand and in other all necessary things for Indian prayer .

Soon we arrived at temple , and quasar started to babble in her baby voice , .. catching everyone's attention on her by her cute behaviour ..

And here like other indian typical mother , I also got worried for my daughter , while thinking .. ' god please save my daughter from every evil eyes ' when I saw everyone in temple having adoring looks on their face for my daughter .

I did prayer ..

And came out from temple .. to go back to my house ..

Temple is just 15 minutes walk away from my house ..

I put my daughter in her baby crib and here she started to weep again to make me groan at her stubbornness ..

I don't like her this habit , she always want me to carry her around .. but when I put her down or give her to someone to hold her for some time .. this is what she do is just cry .

I carry her in my arms and placed her head on my shoulder and rock her lightly .. while roaming around in the hall ...

Soon she slept .. and I placed her again ...

" Let's go Amoli complete your all work before she wakeup " I said to myself and ran in kitchen to cook something for myself as my daughter is too small to eat food ..

Someone knocked on my house door and I know who is it .. so I opened my house door and take milk from the man who delivery milk to most of the people's who don't have cows in their house for milk .

This milk is pure cow's milk .. this is one of the benefit to live in village .. you will get everything fresh and pure from milk to vegetables .

I heat the milk .. and soon it's my time to go and leave my baby alone .. here , I don't want to leave her but I am helpless because of my job .

My life house orphanage is also running good as I have posted about it in my social account to encourage peoples for donations and results turned out good than expected ..

Although Varun had said to me that he will help me with money for my orphanage house but I kicked his offer with attitude because I don't want anything from him .

' ohhhh really , you have got that orphanage house and your daughter from him only .. stop flying high come to land ' my one side said ... or we can say mocked

I groaned in frustration .. ' don't think about him ' .

My helper came to my house she is an old woman .. her name is Shanti ..

I called her auntie .. she has no one with her as she has two daughters and both are married .. and no one is ready to take her in , in their house as it's not good to take your parents in your husband's house according to this stupid society .. poor her .. she lives alone in her house ..

She lives just one house away from my house ..

I bid them bye and here stood .. Mr. Deepak Roy .

Infront my house ... He is seating on his bick .. and waiting for me ..



He is my colleague .. and let me tell you he is all flat on me .. huff .. but I don't feel same for him , so I have told him that at the same moment when he had confessed his feelings which was two weeks before .

Although he is too handsome and caring man .. complete husband material but .. we are not a good match as I don't want to ruin his life .. with my presence and I am happy in my life ..

But still he is trying .. and I am feeling bad for it ..

He teaches maths to intermediate students .. and he is around 28 .. he is my senior teacher as I teaches primary classes ..

He signalled me through his eyes to say sit behind him on his bick .. but I shook head as no and eyes my scooty ..

He huffed ... Aww cute .. I chuckled and he too then we both went to school .

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I start my scooty to go back school as school is closed now .. I sighed in relief because is got maternal leave of whole 1 years .. with my salary on every month .. as I am government school teacher ..

I happily arrived at my home and here one car is park before my house entrance door ..

' who has come to my house ' I thought ...

I parked my scooty and then enter inside my house to see

I gasped first .. with thoughts ' how you got to know about my address .. ' I thought looking at him surprised .. then ' but why I am hiding from him .. ? ' I thought ..

I walk to them to let them know about my arrival.

.. Varun is playing with quasar in hall .. and my daughter is also playing with him happily ..

Strange because she never .. means never mingles with anyone , no matter what .. even she doesn't like her maternal grandparents touches other than mine even Shanti auntie faced hard time in handling her ...

' but why he is here ' I frowned ..

I look around for auntie .. but she is not here ..

" How you get inside my house ? " I asked him ..

" Through door " .. he replied cooly .. nerves of this man .. talking in attitude with me while seating in my property ..

" What are you doing here ? .. " I asked coming to him and take my daughter away from him ..

" Stop first .. go fresh up and don't spread germs to our daughter " he said cooly .. shoeing me away by his hand ..

I huffed for my stupidness as I completely forgot about cleaning myself first before picking her up ..

" It's not our .. she is mine only mine daughter got it .. wait I am just coming then I will teach you a good lesson " I said while running to my room to change ..