Chapter 247
I take a moment to myself, discarding my wet pyjamas and staring at my reflection for quite some time. The monster’s words echo in my head. He said he was coming for me, but I’ll be ready this time, I’ll have nothing he can take, and just when he thinks he can win again, I’ll kill him, and I’ll enjoy it. Every miserable second of it.
Kingston is already in bed, still awake and on his phone. He puts his phone away when I slide under the covers with him, immediately cuddling myself against his chest. It doesn’t even bother me now that Audrey has been in here before, I just care that my mate is in here. I feel safe in his arms, but my body is having a hard time registering how safe I am. For a second, I think coming here was a mistake.
“You’re very tense,” he tells me. “Rule number one, Aeliana.”
“I need you to do something for me. Plea—”
His response comes before I can get the last word out. “Anything.”
I shift, pulling away just enough for me to see his face when I finally ask. He nods, urging me to go on. “Fuck me,” I say, sucking in a breath.
Kingston blinks, staring like he can’t comprehend my very straightforward two-word sentence. “What?”
“Not like that,” I shake my head. A minute ago, when I caught myself feeling indifferent about his touch, I came to the conclusion that I wanted him to fuck me. I want to take control of this haunting horror that is trying to control me-control my body. I want to lie here and let Kingston do anything to me, I’ll actually like it. Because it’s him, it’ll suppress everything the monster did to me that night. “I want you to use me King, however you want,” I tell him, his face twisting with confusion the more I speak. “You can be as rough as you’d like, and I’ll take it. Fuck me in the ass.”
He shifts, sitting up. “Ellie, are you sure about that? You’ve been scared of anal since-”
“I’m a big girl now,” I blurt out, staring blankly at him. “I want you to do it. I want you to have all my firsts, even this one.” I almost beg, my voice cracking at those filthy words I heard earlier tonight. No. He won’t take anything from me.
“Your lasts too,” Kingston corrects me.
“Yes,” I frantically nod. “Just you.”
His eyes shift, staring at the dresser behind me. “Umm, I don’t think I have any
lube.’
“That oil,” I point to the oil he uses for his hair. “We can use that, or you can fuck me first, and use your cum as lube.”
“That’ll hurt, siren.” He says, catching my chin in his hands. “You need to be prepped for a few days at least before you’re able to take my cock in your tight ass.”
“It’s okay if it hurts,” I say. Actually, I want it to. I want to find some pleasure in the hurt that should scare me.
“It doesn’t have to be tonight.”
“I want it to be.”
His eyes search mine for a moment intense and hesitant, like he’s trying to read me, but I stare blankly. “Okay,” he nods. “But we’ll go slow, and the second it hurts, you tell me. Promise me.”
I nod, unable to speak. He shifts, now hovering over me. He lowers his lips onto mine, kissing me soft and slow,
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like he is pouring every ounce of love into it even while I’m asking him to use me solely for his pleasure. But still, I melt into his kiss.
His mouth moves to my throat, I moan, “You’re too gentle.” I tell him.
“You’re the purest thing these hands have ever held,” he whispers against my skin, biting hard enough to leave a mark. “Remember that even when I’m rough.”
I nod, keeping my hands from touching him. I don’t know how this is going to work, I doubt if it’ll work because he is still being considerate, and my body is already responsive to his touch. I feel myself getting wet the more he touches me, “Kingston,” I murmur, feeling very teased now.
He rises, reaching for his oil on the bedside table. He doesn’t hesitate anymore, he pops the lid open, and pours a generous amount onto his palm, pouring onto my pussy and letting it drizzle down to my ass. His fingers trace my clit, smearing oil all over my pussy.
I want to tell him he’s starting with the wrong hole, but the words get swallowed down when he slides two fingers inside me, thrusting while his thumb circles my clit. He doesn’t go slow, he’s as rough as I asked him to be, but the whole time, he keeps watching me. “You’re doing so well,” he praises, his voice low and steady. “Relax for me, Siren. You need to feel good everywhere before I move further.”
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