The Jilted Alpha (Jaxon and Sable) novel Chapter 44

Jaxon POV

Fuck. She tastes like heaven. I was in my own utopian world, being between her legs and feasting on her sweet heat. I’m not going to get enough of her. I already know that, and my only regret, was not doing this sooner.

I love how shy and red her face turns whenever I make her come. She is strong and capable of bringing me to my knees without lifting a finger; but when I’m doing anything intimate with her and make her come, she is a docile little doe. My little doe. Something about calling her my little doe is making me extremely possessive.

As we get in the shower and clean ourselves off, I ask her, “Is there anyone you want to say goodbye to personally at Dark Flame, when we get there tomorrow?”

“No. Not really. I only had one friend and when he found his mate, he forgot about me. He didn’t tell me goodbye either.” She said and her eyes looked sad. I won’t lie, I’m feeling jealous that there is another man she was close to, and she is still sad over him, but I reign it in. He found his mate, and he isn’t a threat.

“You had no other friends?” I asked.

“No. I was a loner. My only friend is Nia, my wolf.” She said, as she is rinsing the conditioner from her hair.

“You’ll make friends here. I am sure you will.” I said encouragingly.

She looks up at me, her hair slicked back from the water, water pouring down her back and shoulders, lips puffy from kissing her, “Sure.”

But the single word she speaks doesn’t reach her eyes. For the first time, I saw loneliness in them. I feel like an even bigger asshole because I didn’t help her feel welcomed or wanted when she first got here. I reach around her waist and bring her to me gently. “I’m sorry I didn’t treat you right when you got here. I’m sorry if I made you feel lonely.”

I said it, because I mean it. I gently kiss her and just hold her for a moment. I feel her body relaxed in my embrace. I think this is the first time I have really seen her relaxing around me. There is a small sense of victory in knowing that she is trusting my words to her.

I gently release my hold and reach behind her to turn off the shower. When I look at her, she is staring down my chest and I smirk, “Why don’t you and I get some lunch and then we can take a walk around the pack?”

“She blushes at being caught staring at me but answers, “Sure. That would be nice.”

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Giselle POV

Tomorrow. I’ll be there tomorrow. I have to think of my son. Even if I die, his life is spared. I am exhausted, hungry, cold and in need of a shower. My wolf is tired. I am hunting in wolf form to get any food at this moment. My injuries are not healing quickly. Silver will do that though.

At this point, I need to get to the Winter Moon pack. At the very least, I hope they will let me recover. I will do all I can for the plan Jasper wants to succeed. He only told me there is a woman there with special abilities that he wants. Usually, that means another mistress.

When I first got to Bloodlust, Jasper treated me with so much love and passion. I thought we were going to be that happy forever. He made me his Luna and marked me. He was incredible in bed, and he made all of my sexual fantasies a reality. He wasn’t boring like Jaxon. Jaxon treated me with kid gloves and I wanted passion; hot and sweaty passion. After I became pregnant, Jasper was overjoyed. However, my health throughout the entire pregnancy was weak. That’s when Jasper started changing towards me. He started pulling away. After giving birth to our son, he stopped touching me altogether. Saying I was too weak to handle my duties as Luna and basically cast me aside. I was devastated. The the betrayal pains started. He brought home woman after woman. It was only then that I realized what I had done to Jaxon. I knew the Moon Goddess dealt me my punishment. I felt trapped. I wanted to leave and take my son with me, but I literally have no one. Where would I go? Jasper doesn’t even give me an allowance anymore. I blew all the money I was given selfishly and didn’t think about saving anything to fall back on.

Now I’m at his mercy and I can’t do anything about it if I am to survive.