The Big Sky Alpha novel Chapter 54

FREYA POV

“Freya, are you okay? Why are you crying?” Colt asked. I knew he was concerned but I’m not ready to say anything about it yet, I also don’t want to lie to him so I’m just going to leave the part about me being pregnant to myself for right now.

“I spoke with the moon goddess. I did it, I got the dust we need!” I said, thankfully I am actually excited about that part so I’m not at all lying to him. I still feel pretty crappy about leaving out that big detail though. Maybe I’ll go see the healer just to be sure first.

“That’s great! How did you do it? I don’t remember you leaving.” he asked, still feeling pretty excited himself.

“I did it in my sleep. She also told me the name of the witch we need and she’s apparently strong enough to do the spell with only two other witches. The goddess said she’s waiting for us.” I excitedly jumped out of bed and went to grab clothes. “We need to go to my mother she said she knows where the witch is.”

Colt sat up and held his hands up, “Freya honey, I’m excited about this too I’d love to get this haze over with but we need food. We used a lot of our energy last night and though I feel like I could move a mountain right now I know that I can’t let us run off to get this done without taking care of our bodies first.” he started standing and smiling at me.

“okay, you’re right.” I sighed.

He walked over and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me, “Let’s take a shower and wash off all the wonderful things we did last night, then we’ll go eat.” he chuckled lightly.

F**k I wanted him already! What is wrong with me? I ran my hands over his muscly arms and just couldn’t help myself. Even I could smell my lust, I immediately needed this man inside.

“Yes ma’am!” he growled through his teeth like he could read my mind.

He reached down and began circling his fingers over my c**t. “Ready for me already.” he said with that sexy husky voice I can’t get enough of.

“Bed, now.” I demanded.

Without letting go of me he took me to the bed. He laid me down and went to pleasure me with his mouth, but I stopped him.

“I need you inside me Colt, please.” I begged.

“As you wish, Freya.” he said back to me then he slammed himself inside me. I could feel all the sparks in my body go off.

I let my hands go above my head and closed my eyes as I could feel my breasts bounce with his every thrust. His hand caressed my side from my hips up to my breast and when he grabbed ahold of it my climax took over. I twisted my fingers in my hair moaning my husband’s name.

Within just a moment another ripped through me, then another. By the time the fourth one completely unraveled me I was feeling him let go inside me.

He fell to the bed beside me and began laughing.

“The haze hit right at the end there, I was wanting to keep going but the haze just took me over.”

I looked at him with concern, “I didn’t feel any haze.” maybe it was the overwhelming pounding I was already taking and the several orgasms ripping me apart.

“I would assume that was because the animal in you was already getting what the haze wanted.” he laughed.

After a minute he rolled over and looked at me seriously, “We seriously need to shower and go eat now before I end up not being able to get out of this bed.” he said.

While we showered I couldn’t help but think about the fact that all the signs have been telling me I’m pregnant for a while now but I ignored it all thinking it was something else. I hope he’ll be happy about it. Am I happy about it?

I know Stella is, I had to convince her to not tell Max yet because I wanted to talk to the healer first. She can’t wait to meet our pup, or pups. I’ve been playing what the goddess said in my head and I think when she said I’m using all my energy to take care of all of us she meant that there’s more than one in there.

It’s not uncommon. Oftentimes there’s two. In fact, I know of several cases where there’s 4 or 5. I cringed at that thought. I am hoping it’s just one or two, I’m not entirely sure I’m ready for even one let alone five!

After we showered I told Colt I’d meet him down at the kitchen and then we’d go to my parents but I needed to go ask the healer something about the medication she gave me. Still wasn’t a lie. Just also have other things I need to ask her.

When I got to her hut she was just walking out.

“Sasha, can I talk with you a moment?” I asked.

“Oh Luna, of course. How can I help you?” she lightly bowed to be. That will take some getting used to.

“Well I am having a little concern and wanted to know if you could help me figure out if…” I began to whisper, “I’m pregnant?”

“Oh darling, of course. Come in,” she motioned for me to enter her hut.

She pulled out a cup, “I will need you to pee in this. I will then use one of these little sticks to give us an answer. It can tell as long as you’re over two weeks.”

I started thinking, we had sex for the first time about three weeks ago now. So, I guess I could be that far.

“Have you had an increased appetite? For both food and sex I should ask.” she asked me.

Goddess have I! “Yes, quite a lot.” I responded.

“Are your normal tasks beginning to wear you down?” she asked.

“I’m not sure if I would call them normal tasks but things are wearing me down pretty bad when they really shouldn’t be.” I answered.

“Well sweetie I’m thinking you have a good reason for wanting to do this. Go ahead into the bathroom there and come back out when you’re finished.” she gave me the cup.

When I gave her the cup she placed it on her counter and inserted a little paper strip that had a square of colored paper on it.

After a moment of it sitting on the counter she looked at it and smiled.

“Congratulations Luna, you and our Alpha are pregnant!” she said excitedly.

A part of me felt really excited when she confirmed it. Part of me felt worried. Am I ready to be a mom? Can I handle children? What do I even know about any of this?

“Now, I would like to see you here weekly, Luna. Usually, I would say every couple of weeks but you’re carrying the future leader of our pack in there.” she giggled.

“I haven’t told him yet.” I whispered. “I wasn’t even sure about this when I came here.” I smiled nervously.

“He’s going to be so ticked when you tell him.” she squealed. “I would recommend telling him soon, you’re at least two weeks in and we only carry for six months tops, if you have more than one in there it might be even less.” she warned. “You’ll be showing soon.”

“Thank you so much Sasha. I better go see him.” I said turning to leave.