How could I have forgotten to hide it? The moment Darren told me that his parents would be arriving, everything else flew out of my mind. I was so nervous about meeting them that I had forgotten.
Darren was looking at me with a frown on his face. His brows pinched and one of his hands was resting on his hip. He was about to blow up and I didn’t know what to do or say. I tried to think of something. Anything really, but nothing came up. My mind was blank.
“I asked you a question. What the fuck is this?” he repeats, his face a mask of anger.
I sigh and finish putting on my pajama bottoms. There wasn’t escaping this. I had to tell him the truth. It was bound to come out one way or another.
Once I’m done I walk then side step him and sit on the bed. Better to rip it off like a band aid.
“I started getting them a few months back. At first I didn’t think anything of it, not until I got the second one then the third and so on” I cross my legs and put them under me.
“You didn’t tell anyone about them? Why?” he asks through clenched teeth.
“I didn’t want anyone to worry and that's what would have happened if I told them. Nothing did happen so I didn’t see any need in taking action”
Part of me thinks it was just a way to scare me. It would have been a serious case if they were accompanied by something threatening but it wasn’t like that. It was just the notes and pictures. Whoever it is wanted to unsettle me and maybe they got off seeing me panic.
“Someone is stalking you and you think there is no need to take any action? Do you know how dangerous and stupid that is? What if it’s connected to the red- eyed – wolf?”
My heart skips a beat at that. I never really thought of it like that but maybe I should have. What if the others got similar notes and their pictures were secretly taken and sent to them right before they were killed.
I mean it makes sense right? For this thing whatever it is to stalk first before killing. He or she would have to know details about the person they planned to kill.
“I honestly didn’t think about that, I should have though” I say in a small voice, feeling a bit stupid.
“Where are the other notes?”
I stand up and go to the hidden compartment in the back of the closet and retrieve them. When I turn I find Darren looking at me in surprise. Maybe it is because this is his bedroom and he never knew there was a hidden compartment in the closet.
I sit down on the bed and hand them over. He takes them and sits down next to me.
“What the fuck Mayra!” he all but shouts.
I turn to him wondering what is wrong only to find him looking at the pictures. I had taken them along with the notes and handed them over without thinking. I should have also told him about the pictures.
I was about to answer when I felt Raya slam against my mental blocks. Given how exhausted I was, it was easy for her.
I fall down and scream in pain all the while hoping that Iris doesn’t hear me and wake up. Raya does it again and I curl into myself. The pain unusually high as compared to other times.
“Let me out Mayra or I will hurt you” she screeches at the same time as Darren kneels down next to me.
“What’s happening Mayra?” he asks worriedly.
I try to speak but it’s hard as I try to fight the pain and nausea. Raya keeps slamming against the mental blocks. I know I said I would try with her but not right now.
She’s usually more unhinged at night and I was afraid she would attack Darren. He may be my mate but neither he or his wolf would take kindly to being disrespected. There would be consequences if she disrespects them which I’m sure she would.
“Mayra?” he calls again. “Tell me what’s wrong, tell me how I can help you”
“I-it’s R-Raya” I manage to stammer through clenched.
He picks me up and holds me in his arms. I try to push Raya back but it’s difficult. Part me thinks she’s been doing this more on purpose. To weaken me so when the time is right she’ll take control like she’s trying to do.
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....