The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren) novel Chapter 52
“Mommy, can I talk to you?” Krystal asks just as I was getting ready for my supposed date with Sebastian.
I decided to go not because I wanted him. Or wanted to spend time with him. It was just so I could frustrate the hell out of him. He wanted me to fall at his feet. That will be a cold day in hell if it were to ever happen.
“Sure, what is it?”
My relationship with Krystal has been strained since I came back. I don’t have a problem with Jax and I’ve hung out with him a couple of times, but I had to put a stop to that. I saw how it was hurting Krystal and ruining her relationship with her step brother.
“I’m sorry mama” she says in a small voice. Tears filling her eyes.
My heart breaks each time I see her cry. Each tear stabbing at my soul. I am not even angry at her anymore. Mainly I am just hurt and in pain. She has caused me so much heartache. That she would even believe her own mother is a killer broke my heart.
“Come here” I tell her, opening my arms to her.
She comes quickly, crashing into me. Sobbing her heart out. I could hate and be bitter at Sebastian, but I couldn’t remain angry at Krystal. She was my daughter.
“I’m so sorry mama. I didn’t mean to get you into trouble”
I sigh. Rubbing her back in comfort. “I know, baby. What you did wasn’t right and it hurt me a lot Krys. It caused a lot of damage. It broke my heart that you would think of me that way. But it’s okay. Everything will be fine. It may take some time but everything will work out”
I had forgiven her but I also felt the need to tell her that her actions pained me. That what she did wasn’t right.
“Next time something like this happens I want you to think well before taking any actions, okay? Remember that what you say or do can either help someone or hurt them, and you don’t want to hurt someone innocent, do you?” I ask her softly.
Being a parent isn’t easy, especially when you have to discipline and give your child life lessons. It doesn’t come with a damn manual and most of the time you don’t even know what you’re doing. But either way I want her to turn into a decent werewolf and most importantly I want her to be a great Oracle. One who helps people and not the one who messes up shit.
“No, mommy” she nods her head vigorously. “Does that mean you have forgiven me?” she adds.
“Yeah. I guess it does”
She screams in happiness. Jumping up and down in my arms.
“Okay, cool down the excitement. I have to get ready…will you be okay?”
I look at her and she looks so innocent. Full of life now. Not the zombie she has been these last couple of days.
“Yes. I’ll go and tell Jax about it. He told me to tell you sorry because I was so sad and I didn’t know what to do. I was afraid you didn’t love me anymore”
Once again, Jax surprised me with his maturity. It’s hard to believe that he is only ten years old. I make a mental note to take them out for ice cream or something on the weekend.
“I will always love you sweetie, no matter what and don’t you ever forget that” I tell her, giving her one more hug.
“I love you too mommy. Always and forever”
We hug for a minute before letting each other go. After she kisses me on the cheek, she leaves saying she was going to tell Jax the good news.
I get back to getting ready. I don’t do much with myself. Mainly because I didn’t feel like putting myself together. After I am done I walk down stairs with a few minutes to spare and find Sebastian already waiting for me.
He turns his head and that’s when his face hardens.
“What the hell are you wearing?” he booms.
I smirk satisfied with his reaction. See I know Sebastian is the wine and dine type of person. The type of man that takes women to fancy ass restaurants that either need you to book two weeks in advance or have a VIP black card.
So of course he expected me to go all out with my look. A sexy dress, heels and diamond accessories. This is proved true when he himself has worn a black fitting suit.
“I’m wearing clothes” I reply sassily.
I wasn’t in anything sexy. Just a pair of jeans, a long sleeved button down shirt and a pair of flat shoes. I had minimum make up and my red mane was in a ponytail. In other words I was dressed for comfort, not for a date.
“Seriously Red?”
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....