Today I was going back to work. I have been working from home. I was happy to finally get out of the pack house.
I haven’t seen Sebastian since three days ago. Mainly because I was avoiding him as hard as I could. I also haven’t had any more trouble from the women he has slept with before.
Not that I am expecting that to last for long. I am sure there will come another one that will try to intimidate me or something. Try to let me know that Sebastian was hers.
I pick my things and head down stairs. I was still sleeping in the other room. Refusing completely to share a bedroom with Sebastian.
The clicking sound of my heels is heard as I walk across the hardwood floor. There was no one around. Mostly because it was still early.
I get out of the door and find Hunter leaning against my car. I groan in annoyance. The last thing I needed was having him around me.
“Step away from my car Hunter” I calmly command walking towards him.
“Good morning Luna” was his reply.
I didn’t have time to deal with this shit. I had to start early today . Even though I have been working from home, I still had a lot of work to catch up on.
“What’s good about it? Definitely not you” the anger starts to sip into my voice. “Now could you get away from my car? You’re going to make me late”
He still doesn’t move. I start thinking of my options. He was standing in front of the driver seat door. Maybe I could use the other door and scooch over before driving away. If I accidently ran him over then that wouldn’t be my fault. He deserved it
“Look Luna, I am sorry. I know that’s not enough but that’s what I got. I’ve been your driver and bodyguard for a while and I should have realized you would never hurt anyone, so I am truly sorry for judging you. But whether you still hate me or not I will continue looking after you because you gave me advice that is slowly bringing me closer to my mate and also because I came to love and respect you as my luna” he says.
Love and respect? What a joke.
“You have to know that words don’t mean a fucking thing to me. I helped you like you said but then the first chance you got, you turned on me, do you know how that felt? Watching not just you but the other warriors shun me.” I say trying to control my emotions.
“You say you've come to love and respect me yet how you behaved proved the opposite of those words. You thought I was a heartless cold bitch, let’s keep it that way. I am sure that if evidence hadn’t come out that I was innocent you would have all continued hating and shunning me. So let’s not change how things are” I say, shoving him out of the way.
It was a bit difficult but I managed to get him off just enough to slip into my car.
I add just as I was about to get in. “And please don’t look after me as you have put it. I don’t need someone who thought I was a fucking murderer watching out for me. Don’t follow me”
I open my door, get inside and shut the door hard. I start the car and leave.
My confrontation with Hunter brings back the memories. And I hate myself more for allowing Sebastian to boss me around after everything he did.
After everything went down with Darren I told myself I will never allow another man to walk over me. But isn’t that what I am doing with Sebastian by allowing him to have his way?
I don’t understand how people just think that sorry is going to make things better. That saying that one word will heal the wounds that have already been inflicted. Sorry is just a word, nothing more and nothing else. A person can say the word and not mean a fucking thing
My phone rings. When I see the name on the caller Id, I don’t pick it up. It was about forty to forty five minutes drive from Sebastian’s pack to the company. So I needed to hurry up.
My phone rings again but I don’t get it.
On the fifth ring I pick it up pissed. “What the hell do you want, Sebastian?” I growl.
“Why am I getting a report that you told Hunter not to accompany you?. He is your personal guard” His voice is deceptively calm.
“Like I told him and I am telling you, I don’t need someone who thought I was a killer watching over me”
He sighs. “Then we will get you another bodyguard”
“No, I don’t want any bodyguards, especially not from you. If I feel I need protection then I will hire one myself”
With Blue and Midnight though. I didn’t think that I would need any protection. Midnight on her own was strong enough to take out an entire pack of rogues.
“This is not up for discussion Red, you’ll do as I fucking say. Hunter will be your guard” he says with finality.
I was so pissed at this point. If he had been close, I would have strangled him to death.
“Go fuck yourself Sebastian. If I see Hunter anywhere near me I will rip him to pieces and then personally deliver his remains to your office. Have a bad fucking day, I hope it turns as horrible as you have made mine.” I snarl before hanging up.
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....