Lauren
Nothing about today hinted that it would be a disaster. I woke up happy. Excited to take Jax and Krystal out. Where we could all just hang out, chill and eat ice cream.
Jax has been sad these past couple of weeks. Sebastian not being around has had him on edge and he missed his father.
The whole thing has been driving me nuts because nothing I did seemed to cheer him up. Sebastian still had a day or two to go. So I hoped taking Jax out would help in cheering him up.
“So what are we going to do with Sebastian?” Midnight asks out of the blue.
Blue immediately chimes in. “I was wondering about that too?”
Why are they wondering about him? To be honest I was getting tired of hearing his name. Can’t I have peace? A peaceful place where Sebastian doesn’t exist?
“Chill woman! We are just asking so that we are on the same page concerning him okay? Not that we are taking his side” Blue says
“I second that. I mean sure, the man is hot as hell, and don’t get me started on Fang. He’s the most dominant son of a bitch I’ve ever come across and I wouldn’t mind some sexy time with him, but there’s a code. Girls before sex right?” Midnight adds with finality.
Man, I am screwed. Having two wolves who are horny as hell is dangerous. I can’t even count the number of times I’ve had to use my dildo this week. It was beginning to get embarrassing how horny I was.
“First of all, we are not girls. We are sexy ass grown women” Blue crisply states.
Oh no. This was the beginning of their banter. One that I didn’t have energy for.
“You know what I mean” Midnight explained unbothered.
Blue snarls “No I don’t”
“Yes you do” Midnight fires back.
I decide to interject. They were starting to give me a headache. My focus right now should be on the boy downstairs who is down like a rainy weather.
“Will you two stop it! You both behave like little kids sometimes”
They humph in irritation before they both go to their respective space. Giving me the silent treatment.
I pick my things up and head downstairs. Where Jax and Krystal were waiting for me. I plan to make it a memorable one for both of them. I will make sure that by the end of this day, they will be so tired nothing will register in their minds.
Just as I was about to cross to the living room Phoebe’s voice stopped me.
“Where are you taking my grandson?”
I internally groan. She always ruins my moods whenever we cross paths. Would it be rude if I just ignored her?
I thought that maybe she treated Lilly the same. That notion was quickly shot down when Micah and Lilly came the weekend before. She treated Lilly like she was an angel sent from above while I was a demon.
If I was being honest I expected her to treat me better. Now that she knew my connection to the goddess. That expectation also went horribly wrong. In fact it seemed that she now hated me more. Especially after Sebastian’s sentencing.
“I’m waiting” she interrupts my musings.
Her hands were folded and she was tapping her foot against the hardwood floor. The action was fucking annoying me.
“To the woods so I can devour his tiny body” I sarcastically reply.
The shocked look on her face is satisfying. Bet she didn’t not expect me to talk back to her. Without wasting any time, I leave her standing there and head to the living room.
I find Krystal and Jax all dressed up waiting for me. I would be damned if I allowed Phoebe to darken my day.
“You guys ready to go?” I plaster a smile for their sake.
Krystal replies immediately. The excitement in her voice.
“Yeah” she screams, jumping up and down. Just as Jax replies “Not really” with less enthusiasm.
I hold their hands as we head outside and towards my car. The lack of enthusiasm should have been my first warning that today would end badly.
“So, what do you want to do first?” I ask while driving.
They were both seated at the back. Krystal was chattering happily while Jax just stared outside the window.
“Can we have ice cream first?” Krystal shrills. Her voice full of glee.
“We can have ice cream but we will have lunch first then we can do the fun stuff” I look at Jax through the rearview mirror. “Is that okay with you baby?” I ask him.
He doesn’t say anything at first. But then I see his lips wobble. His voice catches when he speaks.
“I miss dad so much. When is he coming back?” he asks in a small voice.
It breaks my heart seeing him like this. Despite everything that happened between me and Sebastian. I couldn’t deny that he is a good father. Otherwise Jax wouldn’t be feeling this strongly about him not being around. Which says a lot given I’ve never heard him ask for his mom.
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....