The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren) novel Chapter 101
I stare at him. My eyes searching his beautiful green orbs. I see something pass in them. Something that I have been craving. Something I am afraid of believing in.
“You’re not making sense. How are you two not mates?” I ask him. “I heard you claiming her as your mate. I wasn’t mistaken”
I feel the familiar feeling of hope rising but I push it time. I cannot hope. Hope usually leads to disappointments.
He gets up from the floor and helps me up too. He picks my panties and drops them in his pocket. Then he fixes my dress and his jeans. Making sure that we looked decent.
He starts leading me towards the sofa but I stop him.
“Give me a minute to clean up” I tell him.
I don’t give him a chance to respond. I spin around and head towards the bathroom.
I could feel our combined juices running down my thighs. As much as I was eager to hear what he was saying. I didn’t want to have that conversation with his cum drying on my skin making things sticky.
Getting to the bathroom, I get a wash cloth and wet it. Before I can lift my dress and wipe down my legs. The cloth is taken from me. I look up and through the mirror I see Sebastian standing behind me. The cloth in his hands.
“Let me” he says. It’s more of a command than anything.
I nod my head and he gently turns me around and steps closer. Bunching my dress around my waist, he begins wiping our cum. I wasn't showing yet so he had no idea what I was hiding underneath my dress.
“So, you were explaining things” I resume
I just wanted something else to focus on. Something that isn’t his gentle fingers on my skin.
“It’s just like I told you a few minutes ago…Mayra isn’t my mate” he answered.
“How? Was Fang mistaken or something?”
Part of me wanted that to be the answer while the other part was still stubborn and skeptical.
“No he wasn’t. Mayra was my fated mate but Fang and I agreed that we didn’t want her, we wanted you, and so we took care of things” he said
I looked at him shocked and barely able to hold my fury. Did he reject her? Because if he did I was going to grind his dick into a mincer and feed it to him.
Despite being in pain. I never would want someone being rejected because of me. A mate was a blessing. I didn’t have a fated one and I can’t imagine anyone rejecting their own.
“Please tell me you didn’t reject her” I ground through clenched teeth.
For some weird reason he smiles and damn is it a beautiful smile.
“This is one of the reasons why you’re perfect for me. Your love for others. Some other women would have been jumping for joy if it meant getting what they want…and I know you want me, that’s why you ran”
The colossal ego of Sebastian sometimes makes me want to hit him. But I won’t because he is right. I ran because I wanted him. I loved him and despite not wanting to feel the pain of being cast aside. I also did it for him and Mayra. They both deserved happiness.
I don’t answer him and he continues to stare at me. His eyes penetrating mine. Seeking. Searching.
He steps closer if that’s even possible. Then lifts his hands only to trail his finger down my cheek.
“I explained things to her. Told her that I already have a mate. I probably didn’t need to tell her because she could see it. I was a fucking mess without you Red. I wanted to wait till she was well enough but she came up with the idea to reject me. I agreed and she did. So Mayra and I are no longer mates” he finished.
I didn’t know whether to be happy or sad about that.
“How’s Mayra? How’s she holding up?” I enquire
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
Did a teenager write this? I wanted to like it but it’s overly dramatic and the character arc is non-existent....
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...