“You’re behaving like this is your first date” Claire declares on the phone. Which was on loud speaker.
“I was just telling her the same damn thing” Lilly adds with a roll of her eyes. “You should see her. She’s sweating buckets, all nervous, giddy and anxious”
I called for help because like they said. I was so nervous and anxious. They were also right in stating that this wasn’t my first date but for some reason it was just different from the rest I’ve gone to.
Lilly came immediately but Claire couldn’t. Given she could pop out her baby at any time, we decided she would help from home.
I still haven’t told anyone else about my own baking baby. So far it’s only my mom and Krystal know. But Sebastian was going to find out today.
“Which is weird because just yesterday Sebastian was fucking her against the door” Ryan says walking out of my closet with a black dress.
I groan at him for sharing that little detail. Not that they don’t know that Sebastian and I fuck but hearing it and assuming it are two different things. Especially now, given that we know Lilly is my baby sister.
“Really?” Claire asks her interest piqued.
“Definitely. I could hear her moaning, his groaning and the absolute sound of a banging door.” He replies in a chirpy voice.
He has refused to let me live that down since yesterday. It’s like every chance he gets he reminds me of what happened.
“I would have liked hearing about this a few months ago but now, not so much…It’s weird hearing your older sister’s sex escapades” Lilly says.
I understand. We may not have grown up together but it was still strange. I also wouldn’t be keen about hearing Lilly’s or Luke’s activities under the sheets.
“Can we please get back to the topic…What should I wear?” I ask them.
“Definitely the black dress” they say in unison.
I look at the dress in question a bit unsure. My baby bump may not be that visible but it’s there and I was afraid that the dress would be too tight. Given it always hugs my curves like a second skin.
I begin shaking my head, but Ryan trusts the dress in my arms and pushes me towards the walk in closet.
Grudgingly I close the door behind me and change into the dress. It was a bit snug around the waist but it wasn’t so bad. At least I could breathe comfortably.
I get out of the room and stand in front of them.
“Well?” I ask them with my arms open.
“You’ve added a bit of weight around the waist line…I’m guessing from eating too much comfort food, but you still look good” Claire who was now on video call says.
She is the only one who could get away with telling me that I’ve added weight. If it were anyone else, heads would be rolling whether the comment was true or not.
I wanted so badly to tell them about my pregnancy but I couldn’t. Not without telling Sebastian first. He deserved that respect.
I inspect myself in the mirror. “Maybe I should find something else”
I was just turning to go back to my closet when the doorbell rang.
“Too late” Ryan says enthusiastically.
I groan as he grabs my hands and pushes me through my bedroom door. The good thing is that we had already done my hair and makeup. The only thing that remained now was the shoes.
I cross the living room and open the door.
Sebastian stands there looking dashing and hot as hell. While holding the biggest bouquet of flowers I have ever seen.
“Hi” I greet sheepishly.
He pushes past me without a word. Which is just plain rude. Before I can give him a piece of my mind, he places the flowers on the coffee table before coming and taking my mouth in a kiss. The flowers and everyone else completely forgotten.
“You ready?” he asks, breaking the kiss.
I’m so wanton because I want more but I know that this isn’t the time.
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
Did a teenager write this? I wanted to like it but it’s overly dramatic and the character arc is non-existent....
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...