Lauren.
There is just something about seeing your life flash before your eyes that makes you reconsider all your previous choices.
When I saw that car heading straight towards me. Knowing that I had no chance of moving away before it hit me, I regretted everything.
Regretted not telling Sebastian that I loved him. Regretted being stubborn about him choosing me. I regretted leaving the restaurant having not told him about our baby.
When I felt the impact with the car, I didn’t even know if I would ever see his face again. If I would ever see Krystal and Jax, my family. I didn’t know if I would wake up and if I hadn’t I would have died with so many regrets.
When I regained consciousness and found Sebastian next to me. His head bowed over our combined hands. Pouring his heart out, I knew this was my second chance.
So what if he chooses Mayra years to come? Right now he was mine and I wasn’t about to let my insecurities and trust issues get in the way of happiness.
Sebastian made me happy. He made me feel alive. I loved him in a way that I never loved Darren. I thought that I had loved Darren but looking back now I knew it wasn’t fully.
I saw him as a chance of getting the happily ever after I knew I couldn’t get with my own mate. So I held on to him while he held on to Miranda.
With Sebastian things are so much deeper. With him I didn’t feel like I was a chosen mate. I felt like his fated. Like we were always meant to be together. Now that I was spared from death I wasn’t about to let what we had go.
A part of me is thankful that the accident happened. It made the picture very clear for me. It cleared the doubts. If I had gone home that day, I would have remained stubborn and in doing so I would be hurting both of us.
“You ready?” his husky voice asks close to my ears just as his warm arms embrace me.
He places a kiss on my exposed shoulder before turning me around and meshing our mouths.
I could never get enough of his taste. I was addicted to everything that was Sebastian Ashford.
“Yeah, I’m ready to go home” I tell him, breaking the kiss.
I look at the room one last time. I have been here for close to three weeks and I was finally leaving.
Everyone has come to visit me every day since the accident. I enjoyed their visit but the highlights of my day was when I was with Krystal, Jax and Sebastian. My family.
Sebastian picks my bags and gently leads me outside the room. I say goodbye to the doctors and nurses who have been attending to me and then we are outside. Getting into the waiting car and driving off.
“Can we stop at a diner please? I’m really hungry” I tell Sebastian.
I’m always hungry. No matter what I eat or how often I eat. I am always hungry.
“We’re just a few minutes away from home. Monica has something already prepared for you” he answers his hands softly touching my thigh when I groan.
Apart from being hungry, I am aroused every single second of the day. It becomes worse when Sebastian touches me or kisses me.
My whole stay at the hospital was embarrassing given the doctors and the nurses could smell my arousal every time Sebastian was in the vicinity.
“But that’s too long” I argue.
He chuckles. “It’s only ten minutes away, Red”
I keep quiet as his hand skims my inner thigh. My mind takes me to a memory from a few months ago.
“You’re quiet, what are you thinking about?” he asks, looking at me from the corner of his eyes.
“The day we had sex on the side of the road”
This time he’s the one who groans and through the bond I can feel him trying to push down his arousal so he can focus on driving.
“Are those two the only things you think about? Sex and food” he teases, making me smile.
“Pretty much. It’s even worse when you have to deal with the horniness of not one but two wolves”
Blue and Midnight were driving me up the wall with their wants and desires. It makes things worse that I can’t even shift till I have the baby so there wasn’t any other way to get rid of the extra energy.
“I’m not complaining either way…I can’t wait to have my way with you every which way” he says, bringing me out of my thoughts.
“Sebastian!” I pretend to be appalled.
He smirks. “What? Since you’re the one that brought the matter up, it’s only right that I let you know that I will be making up for lost time”
I chuckle just as we reach our home. The guards at the gate greet us and they tell me that they’re happy that I was finally home. I smile at them and thank them. Sebastian drives the car to the front of the house and then switches the engines off.
He helps me out of the car and we head towards the house. He opens the door and then:
“Surprise” the chorus of shouts almost give me a heart attack.
With me being pregnant, Blue and Midnight are in what we call isolation. Wolves go into isolation when we reach or are close to five months pregnant.
They do this so that their energy and focus is on the survival of the baby. I can still feel them, feel their emotions but I won’t be hearing from them until the baby is delivered.
Given that my heightened senses comes from them. With them being in isolation, I’m merely a human. That’s why I didn’t sense or smell the rest.
Tears spring to my eyes when I look at my loved one and some of the pack members. Behind them a big banner with the words ‘Welcome home’ written across them.
“You arranged this?” I asked Sebastian.
He pecks my lips. “Anything for you, my love”
After that everyone comes to say hi. Hugging and kissing me.
Mom, dad and Luke were here. So were Mayra, Lilly, Micah, Brent, Claire and their baby, Logan. (She went into labor about a week and a half after my accident). We can’t forget Mase, Krystal and Jax. To my surprise Sheryl and Ryan were also here. So were Darren and his parents.
I was happy and in the company of people who loved me. I ate, I chatted and danced. Mingled with the pack.
Everything was perfect and after night fell and the party was over, Sebastian showed me just how much he missed me and how much he loved me.
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Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
Did a teenager write this? I wanted to like it but it’s overly dramatic and the character arc is non-existent....
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...