The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren) novel Chapter 116
Darren
I watch as Mayra gets dressed. Ready to leave. I feel a tug in my chest and a part of me wants to pull her back to bed. Wants to beg her to stay. To move in with me.
Having her in my bed and my arms the entire night was the best feeling. Waking up tangled in the sheets and seeing her face first thing in the morning just felt right.
There is no denying that I want her. And these past few weeks I’ve been craving more of her and from her. I want her in my life permanently.
She finishes dressing and turns to look at me. I can tell she doesn’t know what to say or what to do.
I turned our relationship to a whole new direction when I asked her to spend the night yesterday. Leaving her unsure.
Getting out of bed, I walk towards her. She’s trying to keep her eyes focused on mine but she’s having a hard time. Eventually they dip down and I feel myself harden with every second her eyes are plastered to my cock.
“Like what you see?” I tease her, making her look up.
She grins wide before answering. “Yeah, a lot actually”
I lift my hand and lace my fingers in her soft hair before bringing my lips to hers. I can’t seem to get enough of her taste. My tongue tangles with her and I want nothing more than to get her back to bed and show her just how much I adore her.
I pull my mouth and look into her eyes. “Are you sure you don’t want me to take you back?”
I still can't get over how fucking beautiful and precious she is.
“I’m sure…besides, I already called and Uber”
Her phone pings and she looks down at it. “The driver is already here” she mumbles before looking up.
“See you soon, and call me if you need anything” I tell her before pecking her lips.
She smiles and turns to leave. I want nothing more than to follow her.
The door closes and I head to my bedroom window. Minutes later I see her emerge out of the house and into the waiting car.
“Something isn’t right with her…I can feel it” I hear Kai, my wolf say as I watch the car speed out of my compound.
This is my house in the city. I bought it a couple of years back. It was my safe place. Where I come to think. A place away from the pack.
“I know” I mutter.
“What are we going to do about it? I care about Mayra, she’s the first woman I’ve liked since we lost Lauren”
At the mention of Ren, guilt eats at me. Sure she has forgiven me and it’s been five years but I still can’t get over how I became a douche bag to her.
It took losing her and Miranda betraying me a second time to realize that I loved her. That I was always in love with her. I held back on her when we were together thinking that I still loved Miranda. Taking for granted her presence and love in my life.
I still feel disgusted by myself when I remember that I went behind her back. That I became a cheater. One of the many things I’m afraid of is Mayra finding out my sins. Finding out that I wasn’t faithful to the woman I took my vows with.
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Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....
I absolutely love Sebastian and Lauren’s story! I wish it didn’t end ?...