My drive home was quiet and reflective. I haven’t felt this peaceful in a very long time. I guess part of that peace was because I made a decision when it came to Iris.
I wasn’t even dreading the visit Grace said she would make soon. I was ready and eager to sign whatever documents that needed to be signed.
“I’m surprised. It’s the first time in a long time that you’ve made a selfless decision” Raya says, interrupting my thoughts.
She was staring at me lazily. Her head on her paws as she lay down. I choose not to answer her. Engaging with her always ends up with my feelings hurt and right now I didn’t want to ruin my good mood.
“Ignoring me won’t make me go away” she smirks.
Right now I wanted to smack that smile off her face. I’m still hurt and mad at her for the stunt she pulled when she refused to shift.
“I’m not ignoring you, just hoping you would go back to where you were hiding before” I replied through clenched teeth.
Every time I think about how she abandoned me to die, I feel like beating the ever loving shit out of her. Because, seriously, how could she?
“Don’t be like that” she mocks.
“Leave me alone Raya”
With that I push her to the back of my mind and block her. The last thing I hear is the echo of her devilish laugh.
I honestly don’t know what’s going on and how to help her. Maybe it was time to talk to someone about it. Her behavior is starting to get out of hand and I was afraid that it would one day put someone I care about in danger.
I enter the pack gates and park my car on the other side of the house. Reason being that there were about ten cars parked on the front and there wasn’t any more space.
Getting out of the car, I can’t help but wonder who our visitors were. I already knew one of them. I recognized Darren’s car. So maybe it was an Alphas meeting.
Darren, I haven’t spoken to him since the night the truth about Iris was revealed. He tried calling and texting but I ignored him. He even came once or twice asking for me but I asked Ren to make excuses for me. Just like with Raya, I was still hurt by his actions.
‘You’re being unfair. You’ve forgiven Bash and Ren so why can’t you forgive Darren?’ that annoying inner voice asks me.
A good question but I have no answer for it. I don’t understand why his reaction hurt me more than that of Ren and Sebastian. It just did.
Pushing those thoughts away I enter the house through the kitchen. Maybe after the meeting I could get a word with him.
No one was there so I head straight to my room. If there was a meeting then the others wouldn’t be around. So I could take a shower then head out to look for Ren and the kids. That is if Ren herself wasn’t part of the meeting.
I finish showering in record time then put on something more comfortable. I take my phone and leave the room.
Just as I was landing on the last step, the door to Sebastian’s office bursts open and Ren comes out in a rush. She suddenly halts when she sees me.
“I was about to look for you, come…the Alphas want to have a word with you”
“Me? Why?”
“Just come, this is something we can’t talk about here in the open”
With that she turns around and goes back to the office while expecting me to follow. I sigh and change my direction and follow her. It was better to get this over and done with.
The moment I step in, all eyes present turn to me. I count about seven Alphas including Sebastian and Darren. Being under their scrutiny makes me feel uncomfortable.
“Close the door behind you, Mayra” Sebastian orders and without wasting any time I do it.
I stand there awkwardly shifting from one foot to another while trying to avoid eye contact with Darren. I can feel his stare burning holes into my skull.
“Would all of you stop staring at her? You are making her uncomfortable” Ren snaps at them. They immediately avert their eyes, making me breathe easily.
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....