The steady hum of voices is what woke me up. I blinked my eyes a couple of times before everything came into focus. That’s also when I registered the pain. I frowned, confused at first then everything came crashing down. The men at my cottage and the attack. The last thing I remembered was hearing Sebastian’s thunderous roar.
“She’s awake”
I turn to see Claire standing next to Sebastian. The look of concern was enough to tell me all was not well. Sebastian on the other hand just looked immaculate. No hair out of place. His usual cold mask on.
“How are you feeling Renny?” Claire asked me.
“Like I’ve been run over by an over speeding train…how long have I been out?”
I knew we were at the hospital. The smell of antiseptic gave it away. I hated hospitals. They were mostly gloomy, sad and grief stricken.
“Two days” Sebastian answers tersely. His voice gruff.
“What the hell, two days! And how come I’m still in pain. Shouldn’t I be healed by now?” I fired the question at no one in particular.
It was really uncommon for a werewolf to be in the hospital for that long. We usually healed quickly. So I was supposed to be up and about days ago. As in a few hours after that horrible incident.
“The doctors said that your wolf is weak. Why didn’t you tell me what was happening to you and Blue? Why did you keep it from me?” Claire says the last part in a snarl.
The moment she tells me that, I check on Blue. She’s asleep but I still try calling her. She doesn’t answer though. So I let her continue sleeping, she needed it.
Sebastian doesn’t say anything. Just takes a seat, crossing his leg over the other. Occupying the space like he owned it.
“I didn’t want you to worry. You already had so much going on with Mason I didn’t want to add to your worries. Besides, it will be taken care of soon” I mumbled, unable to meet her eyes.
“I’m your best friend Lauren, we don’t keep such things from each other. I would have been there for you regardless. You’re a part of me just like Mason is. Losing you would kill me.” she says with tears in her eyes.
This was why I didn’t want to tell her. Claire has always been the soft one. The one who feels more. The one who takes everyone’s burdens and carries them herself. I honestly believe she’s an empath. Regardless of that, I love her. And I love that she would have taken my problems as if they were her own. We may not be related by blood but our bond was unbreakable.
“I know and I’m sorry. I just thought I was protecting you from the inevitable while I tried to find a solution” I grasp her hand in mine. Hoping that I can communicate without words where I was coming from.
I’ve never been good with words. Nor have I ever been good at communicating my feelings but Claire just got me. In a way that even Darren never did.
“Fine” she grumbled, still pissed off. “But let this be the last time you keep me in the dark. On that note. When the fuck were you going to tell me about your mating”
The last part comes out as a shout and it makes me wince. Both from the headache and also because she was probably going to kill me now. Couldn’t Sebastian have waited for me to tell her myself?
I glare at the man in question but he just smirks. Bastard.
“I wanted to, but the right opportunity just never came up. We started seeing each other when I was away and we just wanted to keep it quiet for a while. Keep it from the media until we were both ready for people to know. When I came back we could no longer stay apart and we decided to mate. I guess people do bond over pain because that’s how we feel in love”
I keep my voice smooth, sickeningly sweet and full of love. I even looked at Sebastian with love to make it believable when all I wanted to do was buff. I almost snorted when he reflected the same love sick look back at me.
Damn. Someone should nominate us for the Emmy Award for our outstanding performance.
Claire must have believed the act because she pounced on me. Hugging me so tight that I let out a painful yelp. I hated lying to her but I had no choice. I couldn’t break Sebastian’s terms. My and Blue’s sanity depended on it.
“Sorry, Sorry…but I’m so happy. Sebastian is definitely an upgrade from that fucker” she says, a look of disgust distorting her features when she refers to Darren.
“He’s your alpha Claire. Give him some respect” I say jokingly.
She snorts. “Respect my ass”
I chuckle at that. This is another reason I love Claire. Her loyalty just knows no bounds. She would cross the devil himself for my sake and I would do the same fucking thing.
She checks her watch before looking up at me. “Shoot! I have to go and check on Mason but I’ll be back later. Okay?”
I nod my head. Already feeling tired and drained. If this is how humans felt when they got sick or injured, then it honestly sucks balls.
She hugs me again before whispering in my ear. “I’m really happy that you found another man, but I’m going to keep a close eye on him. I won’t risk you getting hurt a second time by a guy.”
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
Did a teenager write this? I wanted to like it but it’s overly dramatic and the character arc is non-existent....
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...