The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren) novel Chapter 50
I slowly walk towards the pack house. For the first time since I was arrested I feel free. I feel calm.
The tension is no longer there but I am afraid all that is going to change once I get there.
“Hello”
I stop when I hear the small voice. I turn in circles but no one is there. Was I going crazy or something? I chalk it to my imagination and continue walking.
“Are you seriously ignoring me?” this time it comes out stronger.
Oh my goddess. It takes me a while but I finally realize it. The voice wasn’t external. It was coming from within me. And it definitely was not Blue’s voice or mine. Meaning it was the beast’s.
“Would you please stop calling me ‘the beast’?” it all but yells. “It is hurtful and demeaning”
What was I supposed to say? How was I supposed to interact with it? It was easier with Blue.
I have had her since I was thirteen. And I expected her to show up so it wasn’t a shock when she did. But this is a completely different situation. The total opposite of my experience with blue.
I decide to pause my walk back. If it was going to be living inside me then I should maybe try to get to know it better. Besides, it came to my rescue just now, so I owe it that much.
“Hey, sorry you just took me by surprise” I tell it feeling kind of stupid.
I sit on the ground, leaning on a tree. It was really uncomfortable given that I was butt naked.
“That’s okay” it says softly.
Now that I was calmer and could hear her clearly. Her voice sounded kind of feminine so I assumed it was female. Otherwise it would be all kinds of awkward having a male beast trapped in a female’s body.
“My head is pounding”
I guess Blue has finally decided to join the chat. She’s a bit confused at first but then she screams in excitement.
“Oh my goddess. You’re finally here. I have been dying to meet you”
The moment she says that, an image appears in my mind. The beast who is almost twice the size of Blue, being tackled by her. In what I assume is a hug.
“Could you please not touch me? I am not a big fan of displays of affection” she says, her voice on edge.
“Sorry, sorry” Blue smiles wolfishly.
The whole interaction between the two brings a smile to my face. I can’t help but feel some sort of way.
“So the moon goddess said we should name you, I am assuming you don’t have a name” I say in a matter of fact.
She nods but doesn’t say anything.
“Do you have an idea of what you want to be called?” Blue asks curiously.
“Definitely not a color. Why the hell would she name you Blue?”
For some reason I feel attacked by that. No one has ever questioned why I named my wolf Blue. It was her name and people accepted that fact.
“I was thirteen years old and my favorite color is blue, so…” I left the sentence hanging.
Besides, it turned out great and I think it suits her.
“You could have named her Royal…as in royal blue, which makes more sense”
I look at her through my mind. I knew that I was going to have my hands full with her and not because she was an executioner.
I didn't answer her because my mind was still preoccupied with what I was going to name her.
“We could name you Sky…Sky Blue, get it?” I ask, grinning like an idiot.
Blue bursts out laughing but the beast doesn’t say anything. I kind of think it’s funny as hell.
“I actually like it, or maybe we could go with Midnight Blue” She says after a while
“You do realize I was joking right?”
“Yes, but it’s actually a good name. I like Midnight cause it complements the color of my fur, while Sky is short and simple to say”
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Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...
The Mayra and Darren story, the ending…it’s like the book isn’t finished. And the typo on the vows need to be fixed, like it’s a copy and paste. They’re were errors, but it wasn’t a bad series. I truly loved Ren and Bash. Now, what about Krystal, the new Oracle....
I absolutely love Sebastian and Lauren’s story! I wish it didn’t end ?...