The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren) novel Chapter 97
Sebastian.
Two month. Two whole fucking month. That’s how long Red has been missing. No one knows where she is. Including Lilly and Claire. I don’t know if they were being honest. But they insist that they have no clue where she was.
I drink my scotch and embrace the burning sensation. I need her. I want her. Feels like I’m slowly going insane without her.
“You can’t continue like this Bash” Micah snarls while entering my office.
I ignore him because he doesn’t know how I feel. What I feel not being close to my mate. I was an idiot. I should have realized that there was no way Red would stay. That she would think I would choose Mayra over her.
Every method my P.I have deployed has ended in nothing but dead ends and cold trails. Her parents haven’t heard from her and neither has Luke. Her phone has been off since she left and her mental blocks haven’t given an inch.
I keep banging on them. Trying to reach her but it’s of no use at all because she never answers back.
“Bash”
“Leave me alone Micah, I’m doing my job as an Alpha…shouldn’t that be enough?” I growl, throwing back the remaining contents of my glass.
“Yes, but you haven’t been yourself of late…you’re like a fucking robot just going through the motions” he grumbles.
What did they want from me? I was doing enough. I was getting by as best as I could. So what the hell did they want from me?
“Just leave Micah. I want to be alone. I need to think” I tell him tiredly.
I wasn’t the only one who was affected when Red left. Jax misses her a lot and so does Fang. The previous day, Jax even asked me if he could start calling Red ‘mom’ when she got back.
The sharp pain that pierces my heart every time I think of her is excruciating. I should have assured her. Should have realized that the moment she shut me out spelled doom. I should have tried everything to get back to her instead of staying at the hospital.
I watch as Micah slowly and quietly leaves the room. Finally I was alone again. Alone with my regrets.
“Where are you Red?” I ask the empty room and just like always I don’t get a fucking answer.
How am I supposed to live without her when each day without her by my side is dull and painful? I feel like the air has been sucked from lungs each day that goes by without a word from her. Like there is no color or life.
“Are you finally going to accept that you fell for her?” Fang asks. “That we are in love with them”
I’ve denied that notion since Fang broached the subject but not anymore. Because if I wasn’t in love with her then why was I feeling so fucking hollow? Why did it hurt to breathe without her near me?
Does she even feel the same? What if she’s still in love with that asshat, Darren? What will I do then?
“There’s only one way to find out. We can’t give up on finding her. She’s ours” Fang says with determination in his voice.
I get back to looking at every angle. Maybe I can find something that my private investigators missed. Fang was right. There was no way I was going to give up on Red.
A knock on my door interrupts my concentration.
“Come in” answer, still focused on the papers on my desk.
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Alpha and His Contract Luna (Lauren)
Did a teenager write this? I wanted to like it but it’s overly dramatic and the character arc is non-existent....
I don't think the the plot for krystals book is something I would like to dark. I would had thought Krystal and something with Jax would have been a better plot....
Finally I'm fucking done author please research heavy topics extensively before writing about them again. When you don’t you often end up victim blaming alot...
I don't even feel sad about Raya fuck her there’s allot of things that trauma is responsible for and letting the people you love die while you enjoy watching isn’t fucking one of them like the authors writing when it comes to these topics are fucking piss fucking put like the victim blaming the dismissal of valid feelings the excuses for the people who hurt her like eww don’t ever touch on subjects like these until you’ve done the appropriate extensive research on these topics. Then ill read your works that touch on these subjects again. The only reason I’m still here is cause ive already started the story....
I knew the goddamn therapist was a fucking weirdo...
Again the therapist is incorrectly saying what’s going on. If Raya took the empirical trauma it’d be Raya that she’d be talking to. Mayra took the emotional AND physical trauma of what’s going on and both Raya and Mayra are experiencing shared mental effects of that trauma with Raya experiencing the effects on the more angered and blaming side. None of this makes Mayra a terrible companion it actually makes Raya a terrible companion if you want to place blame....
Bruh can’t she just get the moon goddess to like give her a new wolf or remove her from the one she got ? She gone be human either fucking way with the way that bitch of a wolf be acting...
The therapist is fixing weird like she was doing so good till she fucking invalidated Mayra’s feelings towards her baby that was forced upon her by her realist that popped up before she was even done healing like what ? Its normal for victims to feel that way towards a rapper baby and what the therapist should have fucking said was yeah Mayra it’s normal to feel that way you’re still haunted by your rapport and haven’t yet healed and it doesn’t help that your daughter looks like him once healed you could make a decision on whether you want to be in her life as her mother or give her up for adoption it’s all up to you but for now you need to focus on healing before attempting to mother a child who looks like your rapist. In the meantime have your child stay with a trusted person so that you can heal and make the correct decision for yourself as a healed woman. But no the therapist says try loving her and being a mother to your rapists child right now even if you haven’t healed yet. Like huh ? You’re fucking weird and the author is weird for this as well. Maybe before writing about a touchy subject please do more research In terms of how to go about the aftermath of trauma and healing because this invalidated a lot of rape victims who hated their children before healing and coming to love and care for them without blame....
We’ll do e. I enjoyed every moment....
Danke :)...